Csab123

Yep.. exactly the same thoughts. That’s what addiction is. The hardest part for me is trying to replace the gambling with something else I enjoy. Nothing comes close to the rush I get when I win… but the depression I get when I lose is Much more frequent. It’s made worse with online gambling since it’s right there on my phone and I don’t have to l…[Read more]

Thank you! That’s a really smart idea. I’ve been really isolating myself because I’m so depressed over what I’ve done . I’m going to try your method. Thanks again.

How did you figure that out? Is this something from your taxes or you just calculate it?

Hope you are ok.. feeling the same way:(

Same thing with me.. it’s 2am and I can’t stop thinking about the money I won then lost just 12 hours ago . That money would have let me pay my mortgage and now I put that plus double in. Over 2 grand.. I’m so sick I just want to throw up. You’re not alone. I don’t know how I’ll ever repay all the financial damage I’ve done. Good luck to you a…[Read more]

I could have written your post and I’m exactly in the position . I’ve lost thousands this week after winning big. Like you said I cannot stop until it’s all gone. I keep that shred of hope alive when I know from the past the casino always wins if you don’t walk away. The past two weeks have set us back financially so bad I feel like I’m in a nigh…[Read more]

Thank you everyone for all the support . It means the world to me right now. Dan you are right. I can’t undo it .

Yes I’m chasing my losses and going deeper in a hole. I keep thinking of the money that I owe my daughter and how I will ever pay it back. Now we have no money in our bank account and I gambled our mortgage money away. I cannot believe I did that AGAIN! We don’t have any savings left, I destroyed us financially. I can’t even claim bankr…[Read more]

Thank you for your thoughtful reply. I know you are so right. I just keep thinking what’s going to happen when the bills and mortgage come in and the money is gone . I so appreciate all the feedback.. this is a lonely place . I keep thinking that no one in their right mind would throw away this much money in one night, especially someone living p…[Read more]

Literally what I did! I always need to keep going for more! I’m so damn mad at myself it’s unreal! I shouldn’t be surprised but I am , I’m surprised I’m this damn thick headed and stupid! I’m ruining my life and everyone around me including my kids. It’s horrible.
I’m so
Sorry you are dealing with the same. I don’t want anyone to feel this low ..…[Read more]

You are smart to stop👍🏻

You’re not alone.. I swore I was stopping. Promised my family and this week I’ve lost so much money . Was up all night trying to win it back and I only lost more. I’m in Hell and I don’t know how to get out:( I’ve borrowed from everyone and took a cash advance on all my credit cards plus my husbands . How will this get paid back, I’ll never know.…[Read more]

I have just lost 3000 that I didn’t have. I’m so upset and just want to stop! I have no way to pay all my debt back. I literally didn’t sleep all night! It’s 5:15 am and I’ve been up over 24 hours. 24 hours of playing online casino and stressing and praying to win my money back. I am digging my hole so deep there’s no getting out😢

The online gambling is what has destroyed me as well. I do it everyday… I know how you feel. It’s so distressing and an at the point that I’ve had to let my credit cards default because I need to pay the mortgage and have spent all the money we had. If you want to chat ever feel free to message me and I wish you the best of luck and your recovery.

Tina I feel just like you! My husband and kids work so hard and I just flush all their hard work down the toilette for a little rush and even smaller chance I’ll win anything back. I could’ve put my kid through college with the amount I’ve lost and every week I’m borrowing from Peter to pay Paul. When I think of what I’ve done I can’t believe it.…[Read more]

Sounds familiar 😥