• Lily posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 weeks, 2 days ago

    I’m involved in more than 2 years. At the beginning it was just for fun, then I started to play more and more . So I lost a lot of money, even when I won 7 k last year in two different days, I lost all of that to gamble. Now I am desperate to change this bad habit. I tried different ways to ban myself and it was successful even for a whole year. But as long as I m stressed out and overwhelmed, gambling makes me happy and release me but I can’t stop myself. Last night I lost a lot ..I am so embarrassed!

    • Yep.. exactly the same thoughts. That’s what addiction is. The hardest part for me is trying to replace the gambling with something else I enjoy. Nothing comes close to the rush I get when I win… but the depression I get when I lose is Much more frequent. It’s made worse with online gambling since it’s right there on my phone and I don’t have to leave my bed .terrible😓

    • It’s hard for me to quit because 2 years ago I also won lots of money, I got hooked into winning