• rivers711 posted a new activity comment 11 months ago

    what in the world does that mean?

  • rivers711 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 11 months ago

    I’m having such a bad night. I have gambled most days this past week. I can’t pay off my credit card bill. I am so ashamed of myself. I am out of control in so many areas in my life. Depressed and hopeless all I want to do is sleep. Good thing that when I can’t get out of bed at least I’m not gambling. I haven’t gambled on line. God help…[Read more]

    • It’s a struggle rivers You need to find it in yourself to stay away. The deal is with you. I’ve hurt , you’ve hurt we’ve all hurt from gambling. Self exclusion can help. I did that for a time.
      It really came down, comes down to my ability to say I’m not going to do that. GA could possibly help with that Counciling.

  • rivers711 posted a new activity comment 11 months ago

    Mo50 you are not alone. I feel the same way. But we can’t give up. So many people here have fought their gambling demons and have been successful. I have hope because of them.
    Mary

  • rivers711 posted a new activity comment 11 months, 1 weeks ago

    I can relate. It was just pure entertainment for me. Now I can’t stop no matter how much I lose. If I win I keep putting it back in till I lose it all. I don’t understand it either. I keep dreaming that I can go back and control it. No. I can’t. I guess something changes in our brains. I’m sure there is a scientific explanation but I just…[Read more]

  • rivers711 posted a new activity comment 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    Thank you. I will block myself at the casino tomorrow. Didn’t realize I could do that. I have looked for GA meetings but have not found any in my area. Hoping this venue will help. I have started meeting with a therapist specializing in Gambling addiction. I have only met with her once, but looking forward to continuing with her. I want a…[Read more]

    • That’s nice to hear river. Do you will be asking for self exclusion from the casino. Good luck with that. Also that’s really good that you are seeing a therapist. Much love sent your way ❤️

  • rivers711 posted a new activity comment 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    Thank you for your reply. It helps to know I am not alone in this struggle. Can you give me examples of blockers?

    • Hi river you mentioned you were at a casino there you can likely self exclude yourself. I did that going back a few years ago when I realized how quickly my money was slipping away. I self excluded at least for a couple of years. I can’t remember if it was two or three years. The time ran out then I wrote to ask permission to go back again t…[Read more]

      • Thank you. I will block myself at the casino tomorrow. Didn’t realize I could do that. I have looked for GA meetings but have not found any in my area. Hoping this venue will help. I have started meeting with a therapist specializing in Gambling addiction. I have only met with her once, but looking forward to continuing with her. I want a…[Read more]

        • That’s nice to hear river. Do you will be asking for self exclusion from the casino. Good luck with that. Also that’s really good that you are seeing a therapist. Much love sent your way ❤️

  • rivers711 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    I started out about a year ago putting $20 into a slot machine and walking away win or lose. Now I gamble every day and I am losing thousands. I can’t believe how quickly it escalated and how I have lost complete control. I need someone to talk to when I get the urge. I was up all night at a casino last night. Won some but put it all back in.…[Read more]

    • Hi rivers sorry you are troubled by gambling. Truth is many including myself started just like you. Now landed in a spot needing to stop. It’s so addictive best thing to do is place blockers up so you can’t go back. And respect your decision. After time it does get easier to stay away but it does take time. Then it’s really up to you reaso…[Read more]

      • Thank you for your reply. It helps to know I am not alone in this struggle. Can you give me examples of blockers?

        • Hi river you mentioned you were at a casino there you can likely self exclude yourself. I did that going back a few years ago when I realized how quickly my money was slipping away. I self excluded at least for a couple of years. I can’t remember if it was two or three years. The time ran out then I wrote to ask permission to go back again t…[Read more]

          • Thank you. I will block myself at the casino tomorrow. Didn’t realize I could do that. I have looked for GA meetings but have not found any in my area. Hoping this venue will help. I have started meeting with a therapist specializing in Gambling addiction. I have only met with her once, but looking forward to continuing with her. I want a…[Read more]

            • That’s nice to hear river. Do you will be asking for self exclusion from the casino. Good luck with that. Also that’s really good that you are seeing a therapist. Much love sent your way ❤️

      • Don’t hesitate to reach out to professionals who specialize in addiction treatment to get the help you need. Your health and well-being are the top priorities retro bowl

    • Sounds familiar 😥