• diamond posted a new activity comment 8 months ago

    Look into gamblersinrecovery.com They have recovery zoom meetings 24/7. Easy to access…no pressure to speak…just people coming together with the same goal of not gambling and transforming their lives for the better.😊

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 8 months ago

    You weren’t built for comfort…….You were built for greatness. As difficult as the hard days are appreciate them because they make you stronger and teach you the most about yourself. Growth is painful and beautiful all at the same time. Embrace it my friend.😊

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 8 months ago

    Congrats on Day 13!! Thats awesome!! You should be very proud of yourself. You might not be in a good spot financially but you sound very strong mentally and thats the most important thing. Being in the right mindset will carry you thru and help you overcome your financial woes eventually. Keep up the great…[Read more]

  • diamond posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 8 months ago

    Stopping gambling is just the tip of the iceberg. Be willing to feel everything that comes up in your life. The good and the ugly. Meet it all head on without the option of distractions. That’s the challenge. It’s painful to feel when you’ve spent years numbing and hiding behind addiction. Be patient and empathetic towards yourself. This new l…[Read more]

  • diamond posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 8 months, 3 weeks ago

    What if you got clean? What will your new life look like? What dreams will you pursue? How will you reinvent yourself? Envision it. Get excited about it. Jump into the new chapter with all your might. It’s okay if you don’t know how it’s all going to happen. Your job is to stay clean and your path will appear. It’s going to be scary at times b…[Read more]

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • diamond posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 2 months ago

    This addiction isn’t going to call on you when you’re strong and thinking clearly……it’s too clever for that. It waits patiently for your weak moments to strike. So make sure you have your “roadblocks” in place. By creating barriers between yourself and gambling you effectively press the pause button. And it prevents acting impulsively…[Read more]

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    There’s a life changing book called, “Anxiety Rx” by Dr. Russell Kennedy. Its a great read for anyone dealing with anxiety.❤️❤️❤️

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    Sounds like an enormous amount of stress. Maybe you need to find a fellow counselor in a different office that can help you unpack it all and guide you through the deeper issues. Much love and light to you.❤️❤️❤️

    • Hi diamond, thank you so much. I appreciate you and serenity offer your support always going for a walk with a friend. That should be a good time on my best. Enjoy your one more day.

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    Hi Lenor….Look….whenever you take on something that’s hard it’s inevitable that at some point you are going to want to as you say, “give up on everything.” That’s totally normal. I call those times in my life “fuck it moments” where I just want to throw in the towel. It’s pushing buttons in you and that’s actually a good thing because it mean…[Read more]

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    That’s beautiful Serenity!! I love it!! You are so talented. Thanks for sharing.❤️❤️❤️

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    Thanks Serenity!……My yoga trip was challenging but very enlightening. We couldn’t have any distractions….no phones, or TV…..so I had to be still and navigate through all the thoughts in my head. It was like staring fear in the face and realizing that #1…my fear is wrong and #2…that getting still with myself tunes me into my true knowing. That…[Read more]

    • Wow that sounds like your yoga trip was very enlightening. Definitely something to take forward.
      I have another painting finished and working on a third. My perspective is off on the third I’m hoping while painting it I can realign it. That will teach me to pay more attention. I’ll post my second painting. Hugs

  • diamond posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 2 months ago

    One month into my “Race to $0” (in a good way) challenge and my current debt total is $18,200 (originally $19,800)…Only 11 months to go and I’m actually on track!! The sense of accomplishment I’ve gained in this short amount of time is amazing to me. I wish I could bottle it up and send it to all of you that are struggling. Please don’t give up o…[Read more]

    • Diamond you are doing very well! I enjoy reading your posts always positive. I hope your camping yoga trip went well.

      • Thanks Serenity!……My yoga trip was challenging but very enlightening. We couldn’t have any distractions….no phones, or TV…..so I had to be still and navigate through all the thoughts in my head. It was like staring fear in the face and realizing that #1…my fear is wrong and #2…that getting still with myself tunes me into my true knowing. That…[Read more]

        • Wow that sounds like your yoga trip was very enlightening. Definitely something to take forward.
          I have another painting finished and working on a third. My perspective is off on the third I’m hoping while painting it I can realign it. That will teach me to pay more attention. I’ll post my second painting. Hugs

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    How is it working for you so far Spencer??……This addiction is a smooth talking liar. It wants you to think you can win your money back so it can keep you on the hamster wheel of pain. You are expending lots of time and energy but not moving forward……The hole is just going to get deeper my friend. Much love and light to you.&#x…[Read more]

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    WOW!! That’s so awesome Sec2022!! Congrats!!❤️❤️❤️

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    Good for you Readytoquit! It’s totally normal to get urges…..What kinds of barriers have you put into place to make it harder for you to get easy access to “playing the numbers”?? By creating tangible barriers between yourself and your “drug of choice” you press the pause button between the urge in your mind and actually taking action. That’s wher…[Read more]

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    I feel your pain LesP and I’m so sorry you’re going through this right now. All of your “Why’s” are logical but your addiction isn’t governed by reason. Once it takes over you can no longer logically evaluate the long term consequences for the short term rewards of the dopamine rush you are getting win or lose. It’s like you are under the inf…[Read more]

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    You will find a lot of hard won wisdom from these beautiful people here Michael. I hope it helps on your transformation to a better life.❤️❤️❤️

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    I’m so happy for you Browniegrl!! Thats the way to show this addiction that you mean business. Awesome!!!❤️❤️❤️

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