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diamond posted an update in the group
Community 1 month, 1 week ago
This addiction isn’t going to call on you when you’re strong and thinking clearly……it’s too clever for that. It waits patiently for your weak moments to strike. So make sure you have your “roadblocks” in place. By creating barriers between yourself and gambling you effectively press the pause button. And it prevents acting impulsively…[Read more]
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diamond posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago
There’s a life changing book called, “Anxiety Rx” by Dr. Russell Kennedy. Its a great read for anyone dealing with anxiety.❤️❤️❤️
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diamond posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago
Sounds like an enormous amount of stress. Maybe you need to find a fellow counselor in a different office that can help you unpack it all and guide you through the deeper issues. Much love and light to you.❤️❤️❤️
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diamond posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago
Hi Lenor….Look….whenever you take on something that’s hard it’s inevitable that at some point you are going to want to as you say, “give up on everything.” That’s totally normal. I call those times in my life “fuck it moments” where I just want to throw in the towel. It’s pushing buttons in you and that’s actually a good thing because it mean…[Read more]
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diamond posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago
That’s beautiful Serenity!! I love it!! You are so talented. Thanks for sharing.❤️❤️❤️
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diamond posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago
Thanks Serenity!……My yoga trip was challenging but very enlightening. We couldn’t have any distractions….no phones, or TV…..so I had to be still and navigate through all the thoughts in my head. It was like staring fear in the face and realizing that #1…my fear is wrong and #2…that getting still with myself tunes me into my true knowing. That…[Read more]
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Wow that sounds like your yoga trip was very enlightening. Definitely something to take forward.
I have another painting finished and working on a third. My perspective is off on the third I’m hoping while painting it I can realign it. That will teach me to pay more attention. I’ll post my second painting. Hugs
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diamond posted an update in the group
Community 1 month, 1 week ago
One month into my “Race to $0” (in a good way) challenge and my current debt total is $18,200 (originally $19,800)…Only 11 months to go and I’m actually on track!! The sense of accomplishment I’ve gained in this short amount of time is amazing to me. I wish I could bottle it up and send it to all of you that are struggling. Please don’t give up o…[Read more]
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Diamond you are doing very well! I enjoy reading your posts always positive. I hope your camping yoga trip went well.
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Thanks Serenity!……My yoga trip was challenging but very enlightening. We couldn’t have any distractions….no phones, or TV…..so I had to be still and navigate through all the thoughts in my head. It was like staring fear in the face and realizing that #1…my fear is wrong and #2…that getting still with myself tunes me into my true knowing. That…[Read more]
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Wow that sounds like your yoga trip was very enlightening. Definitely something to take forward.
I have another painting finished and working on a third. My perspective is off on the third I’m hoping while painting it I can realign it. That will teach me to pay more attention. I’ll post my second painting. Hugs
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diamond posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago
How is it working for you so far Spencer??……This addiction is a smooth talking liar. It wants you to think you can win your money back so it can keep you on the hamster wheel of pain. You are expending lots of time and energy but not moving forward……The hole is just going to get deeper my friend. Much love and light to you.&#x…[Read more]
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diamond posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago
WOW!! That’s so awesome Sec2022!! Congrats!!❤️❤️❤️
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diamond posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago
Good for you Readytoquit! It’s totally normal to get urges…..What kinds of barriers have you put into place to make it harder for you to get easy access to “playing the numbers”?? By creating tangible barriers between yourself and your “drug of choice” you press the pause button between the urge in your mind and actually taking action. That’s wher…[Read more]
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diamond posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago
I feel your pain LesP and I’m so sorry you’re going through this right now. All of your “Why’s” are logical but your addiction isn’t governed by reason. Once it takes over you can no longer logically evaluate the long term consequences for the short term rewards of the dopamine rush you are getting win or lose. It’s like you are under the inf…[Read more]
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diamond posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago
You will find a lot of hard won wisdom from these beautiful people here Michael. I hope it helps on your transformation to a better life.❤️❤️❤️
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diamond posted a new activity comment 1 month, 2 weeks ago
I’m so happy for you Browniegrl!! Thats the way to show this addiction that you mean business. Awesome!!!❤️❤️❤️
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diamond posted a new activity comment 1 month, 2 weeks ago
I understand what you’re saying Durr and I think humility is a great trait but I just want everyone to know that there is no shame in asking for help. This is a very clever and sneaky addiction that GAINS power by isolating you and hijacking your mind. In turn your addiction LOSES power when you share your problems and surround yourself with p…[Read more]
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diamond posted a new activity comment 1 month, 2 weeks ago
That’s wonderful JeSotnas. This thing is not going to let you go without a fight and it’s very clever. It waits for a weak moment to try and hijack your mind so stay present. ❤️❤️❤️
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diamond posted an update in the group
Community 1 month, 2 weeks ago
There are no shortcuts to recovery. I need to do the right thing even when no one is watching. Stopping gambling is just the tip of the iceberg. Discipline and Integrity are the gateways to real freedom. It’s all an inside job and I know if I focus on getting my inside right then eventually my outside will fall into place…..it’s just a matte…[Read more]
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diamond posted an update in the group
Community 1 month, 2 weeks ago
My end of the week “Race to $0 (in a good way) current debt total is $18,500. I’m holding steady financially but I really need to be hyper vigilant right now because I know my pattern all too well. I’m most vulnerable to my addiction when my life is going really good and I’m balanced…. Go figure!!😂😂…..I have a quote written on my bathroom mi…[Read more]
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Hello Diamond
You’re going doing great keep it up. I feel the same way but you’re Soo right we just have to keep going stay focus and know that this journey will have a positive outcome! Keeping yourself distracted and busy is the best thing. As for me I’m continuing to remind myself the reason not too step foot in a casino and to keep myself…[Read more]
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Hang in there Diamond one day at a time. Let the urges pass. Enjoy your yoga retreat that sounds like it could be fun and healthy.
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This is such solid and practical advice. Completely relatable and easy to process. Be aware. Set up roadblocks(I LOVE that term!) Stay in control as much as you can.
Tonite I made it past the casino for the 5th time in a row. I thought about every success story and every struggle story here. I made it. I can’t thank you all enough. One new “…[Read more]
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