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One month into my “Race to $0” (in a good way) challenge and my current debt total is $18,200 (originally $19,800)…Only 11 months to go and I’m actually on track!! The sense of accomplishment I’ve gained in this short amount of time is amazing to me. I wish I could bottle it up and send it to all of you that are struggling. Please don’t give up on yourself. I’ve had tons of relapses and it’s taken me forever to get to this point but I’m finally gaining momentum in the right direction. I lost count how many times family members have bailed me out over the years and in 2009 I actually filed bankruptcy but none of that “help” curbed my gambling even though I vowed to stop. All of it just postponed the lessons I needed to learn by shielding me from the consequences of my actions. I’m taking responsibility now. No more excuses. Baby steps day by day is restoring me to a healthy balance in my life. I’m taking my power back and it feels better than any casino win ever could. It’s pointing me toward love, connection and growth instead of fear, loathing and destruction. I’m starting to tap into who I was always meant to be……and you can do it too. It’s never too late. The world needs the unique gifts that you have stored inside you. And you deserve to be happy and reach your full potential in life. Don’t you want to see who you can be without this addiction in the drivers seat?? You know deep inside that you were created for more than just being a slave to this addiction. Let’s find out what you are really put on this earth to do. I love you guys and I believe in you.❤️❤️❤️