• ReachingOut posted a new activity comment 1 years, 8 months ago

    Yes, gambling is a demon. I have been possessed by this insidious entity for over 30 years. It is frightening. So sorry you know the pain, shame, regret I do too.

    • You are so right that gambling is a demon.
      It robs us from living life we all deserve to live in Freedom of this stronghold.
      I not only pray for myself but for all of us to be free and those finding their way to this website.
      Taking a stand is beginning of our freedom.

  • ReachingOut posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 5 months ago

    Im devastated.30 years of this. Im so depressed, remorseful, unforgiving of self it is physically sickening me (emotionally already destroyed)

    • Im sorry you’re going through this. It will get better you just need to keep fighting it and continue to work on trying to figure out what works for you

  • ReachingOut posted a new activity comment 2 years, 5 months ago

    Call the 800 number for gambling addiction in your area–they will listen to you ANY time and then direct you to meetings and FREE counselors

  • ReachingOut posted a new activity comment 2 years, 5 months ago

    All the best—I am TRYING too

    • Thank you. Today, I will look into what the 12 step program is, and if it’s not raining too heavy, will go for walks with my dogs . Good day to you.

  • ReachingOut posted a new activity comment 2 years, 5 months ago

    I hear you. I understand you COMPLETELY. I am not often on because I have been in chaotic state the last 6 months. Total pain, shame, guilt–wishing I could rewind WHOLE life…

  • ReachingOut posted a new activity comment 2 years, 5 months ago

    God bless you too…I truly understand how that demonic voice clouds any logic. I have lost ALL–money, home, relationships, self-esteem…I hope you get strength to tell that voice to back off or f off

  • ReachingOut posted a new activity comment 2 years, 5 months ago

    Please please PLEASE go to counseling and/or GA meetings NOW-EVEN IF it seems like you are “just starting” to have problems and even if everyone seems way worse than you!!! I didn’t do that 30 years ago and I have HAD a miserable existence for decades. The consequences creep up on you unexpectedly-you don’t see it coming. PLEASE IMMERSE YOURSELF…[Read more]

  • ReachingOut posted a new activity comment 2 years, 9 months ago

    Thank you so much for your reply-it wasn’t too long. Unfortunately for me, I never am able to stay focused on the reasons to stay away from gambling until I have yet again BLOWN MY WHOLE CHECK AND GOTTEN MORE HIGH INTEREST LOANS AND LOST LOST LOST. I don’t absorb myself into chat rooms or meetings when I have money. I HATE that I do that.

  • ReachingOut posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 9 months ago

    Thanks Sal for reply. It wasn’t too long-I REALLY APPRECIATE your input.

  • ReachingOut posted a new activity comment 2 years, 10 months ago

    Thank you for sharing. I have been very much praying…

  • ReachingOut posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 10 months ago

    I am really really nervous because I am very afraid that I will end up at the casino over 4th of July weekend. I lost so much (every penny of savings for an apartment, plus majority of my last two checks plus maxed out my credit plus got crazy payday type loans over the last 3 weeks) and now feel compelled to try and get some of it back.
    The small…[Read more]

    • Welcome. I have done everything and then some. I have not been to a casino since Feb. 2020 but gambled online for a month. I had to block myself from online sites. I voiced the same concerns about July 4th weekend in last night’s meeting. I know my addiction is strong than I am. However, that will not prevent me from praying to overcome the…[Read more]

    • Thank you for sharing. I have been very much praying…

    • Hiya I know how you are feeling. I too gambled all my savings, took out loans etc. And even though I was so angry and disappointed in myself (also extremely affected my mental health) I still had that addicted part of my brain telling me ‘but what if I do win this last time and then all my financial issues will be resolved’!? Then my car which I r…[Read more]

      • Thank you so much for your reply-it wasn’t too long. Unfortunately for me, I never am able to stay focused on the reasons to stay away from gambling until I have yet again BLOWN MY WHOLE CHECK AND GOTTEN MORE HIGH INTEREST LOANS AND LOST LOST LOST. I don’t absorb myself into chat rooms or meetings when I have money. I HATE that I do that.

  • ReachingOut posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 10 months ago

    Just sitting in casino hotel room shocked that 30 years later, I am still doing this. Don’t even have words. And absolutely no one to talk to because I hide it

    • Hi ReachingOut
      If you are in the US and needed to talk to someone use the link below.
      They have a 24/7 Helpline or call your local Gamblers Anonymous helpline

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