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    Woundedhealer posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 6 months ago

    Day 8 in this journey. GF. Eating myself out of house and home, guess I am finding something else to do besides online poker, slots and Casinos. Know I need to make some healthier choices, it’s so hard to live your life when you feel like you are on a rollercoaster ride. Extreme highs, plummeting lows. Been gambling for a lot of years and got to the point I stopped feeling any healthy emotion. I was ridden with guilt, shame, regret but have lost how to feel love, happiness, joy and appreciation for Life. This past week I have managed to eat all the Halloween Candy, empty the fridge of leftovers, and binge on food anything from 11pm to 1 am. Anyone else out there not gambling, but feeling lost and uncomfortably numb ???? Was looking for a Day Buddy someone who can relate to any of my past postings, but it seems like the community wall is pretty quiet……

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      ReachingOut replied 2 years, 6 months ago

      I hear you. I understand you COMPLETELY. I am not often on because I have been in chaotic state the last 6 months. Total pain, shame, guilt–wishing I could rewind WHOLE life…