• Polly posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 5 months ago

    Looking at my finances shows that I can’t afford.to put money into the casino’s piggy bank. Today my adopted 13 year old grandson asked me to buy him fishing fly’s costing 22.00. He offered to do chores in trade after he goes fihing. Only one of my many expenses. Must remember to remind him of our deal.
    Today is only day 2 of not going to the…[Read more]

  • Polly posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 5 months ago

    I know that I need to change my wasteful habits. I have so many legitimate expenses to take care of versus throwing away money being a slot machine slave.
    Praying for guidance doesn’t come easy. I will try to find a way to pray that feels right for me, like asking a good wise and loving spirit to guide me and keep my mind and spirit open to…[Read more]

  • Polly posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 6 months ago

    Hello
    In my gambling addiction, I’ve only had myself to answer to and it’s been easy for me to come up with irrational thoughtsto give myself permission to gamble, like “I can afford to play $300.00 today. If I lose it, I won’t play for 30 days.” Then, when I lost the $300.00. I often used another $300.00 to try to at least break even. At the end…[Read more]

  • Polly posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago

    Thank you for your helpful comments about making the choice not to gamble.
    Consistently choosing not to gambling is so necessary for having a better present and future.

  • Polly posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 6 months ago

    Thank you for your honesty and for sharing your strategies for being gambling-free.
    I’m going to really work at resisting urges to gambling for at least 22 days. I read somewhere it takes 21 days to change a habit. As time passes, the urges may be less intense.
    I will try to keep a daily journal of what helps me to live without online and casino…[Read more]

    • Good Morning to Polly,
      Sounds like you are on the right track ! Have a great day, Lots of snow here, so the change in weather has given me a different focus,, perspective, craft night, Christmas, Christmas baking & family ❤️

  • Polly posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 6 months ago

    Hi
    This is day 3 of not overspending in the casino. Yesterday, I read some strategies for overcoming urges to gamble, like acknowledging the urge and doing self-talk to fight the gambling urge, like reminding myself that I’ve wasted thousands of dollars playing the slots,, and I can remember my depressed feelings the many times that I lost too…[Read more]

    • Good Morning Polly,
      Sitting at over 2 weeks here GF. Luckily I don’t have a casino near by just VLTS but those don’t seem to be such a temptation.
      Definitely starting out here in the morning has helped me get a little more grounded. I retired last year, so I had way to much time on my hands and started online gambling, brought the casino home to…[Read more]

      • Thank you for your helpful comments about making the choice not to gamble.
        Consistently choosing not to gambling is so necessary for having a better present and future.

  • Polly posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago

    Thank you. Today, I will look into what the 12 step program is, and if it’s not raining too heavy, will go for walks with my dogs . Good day to you.

  • Polly posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago

    I agree totally about not throwing money into a bottomless pit.

  • Polly posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 6 months ago

    Have a tough road ahead of me saying no to my gambling urges. Must keep trying to control my.bad habit and finding other fun and necessary activities to do. It’s going to be an uphill climb.
    Good day to you

  • Polly posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 6 months ago

    Will check in later after completing necessary daily work tasks. Will not include slot machine gambling.

  • Polly posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 6 months ago

    Good Morning
    Made it through yesterday without needlessly gambling away credit money.
    I’m finding the life experience stories, relapse prevention strategies, and chat room posts very helpful. Thank you

  • Polly posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago

    It is scary to think about spending adds up if I play the slots often and spend most of what goes into the machine. A major behaviour chang needs to happen.

  • Polly posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 6 months ago

    I want to connect with people for support to help myself realize that wasting money on online gambling and casino slots can lead to personal bankruptcy.
    To build up my strength against impulsive spending and personal behaviours