• FlavorMan posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 4 months, 1 weeks ago

    One year and 5 days ago I came here for the first time and lasted a little over 3 months I believe i then went on to add to a gigantic figure for lifetime loses….here I am to try again, its so discouraging when i think of all the time and money wasted. Day 1 tomorrow

    • If there’s any consolation you are not starting from ground zero, the experience you’ve accumulated from quitting would serve as useful guidance when you try to quit this time. Remind yourself of the frustration you feel now the next time you really want to gamble. And reinforce it each time you have an urge. Through practicing you’d establish a…[Read more]

  • FlavorMan posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 7 months, 1 weeks ago

    Sick of these day 1’s but here we are again!

    • Yupe I hear you …. I feel the same

    • I know Day 1 sucks and the first few months are hell but it is so worth it. Try not to beat yourself up too much. It’s a tough addiction but you can do this. Much love and light to you.

  • FlavorMan posted a new activity comment 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    So I sit here on Friday lost/bored out of my mind cause all I want to do is gamble. Ive lost a fortune…i was doing good at 120 days this year but since April have lost another 70k bringing the tally to even higher millions. Worst part is I still want to gamble the little I have access to right now, and think of other money I have to move…[Read more]

    • Hi FlavorMan
      I continue to try and stay away also.
      With the words of how much money you are able to generate. It sounds to me you like a challenge.
      I do also I keep that in mind while trying to stay away.
      I wish you strength in staying away.

  • FlavorMan posted a new activity comment 1 years, 1 months ago

    Sorry to hear this

    We have to remember the instant gratification of gambling to forget other problems wont make them go away. Its only a vice to forget them for the time being. Staying busy is the key good or bad. Our emotions will have us knocking on the devils door, both when we are extremely happy and feel we cannot be defeated or when we…[Read more]

    • Thank you Flavourman Your words are wise and I’ll continue to be careful. So far I’m doing well and will keep busy. I slowed down with my art work but will pick it up again I’ve been thinking about it a lot.

  • FlavorMan posted a new activity comment 1 years, 1 months ago

    @serenity unfortunately it is new in Canada that it is legal so since the government has put its hands in it they support these adds because it makes them money. I am in another industry that they say they want to protect the children so put heavy sanctions yet are hypocritical about this. It is truly impossible to watch sports on cable…[Read more]

    • Flavourman it’s nice to hear from you. I think you are right about our government they’d be slow to change when they are making money from gambling. What I did notice the advertising is much worse in BC than Manitoba although there are lots of ads here also. I’m sorry the government is making things difficult for your business. Hopefully that…[Read more]

  • FlavorMan posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 1 months ago

    Hello All,

    I hope everyone is doing well in this journey we are on. Going on 90days in a few days. I was tested like I have never been before, I have been watching March Madness primarily a family member play in the tournament knowing that it will give me an itch but I also know I need to face things head on. I am also confident because I…[Read more]

  • FlavorMan posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 2 months ago

    Hey All,

    Woke up this morning with downtime after being overloaded with work last 2 months. These are the hard days where i associate downtime with fun (which = getting high). You want to succeed stay busy ! Arghhh lol

    Stay safe

  • FlavorMan posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    Hi Serenity,

    Oh yes, i am doing 8 projects at once to continue worldwide expansion of my business. Keeping busy is really the only way.

  • FlavorMan posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    I wrote this because I saw that a few new posters may benefit from the apps

  • FlavorMan posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 2 months ago

    Hey All,

    Still on the grind here 1M n 28days thus far.

    I just wanted to post for new members and old ones a like that you bet online get a bet blocker site. There are free ones that work well on PC but in my experience I would look at Gamban. I dont want to sound like a salesman but the others didnt work on my phone forever and i had relapsed…[Read more]

  • FlavorMan posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 2 months ago

    Hey All,

    A month in a half in and it does get easier, the biggest thing it gets better. One thing to think about is the quality of life, I think that is what we need to remember, that with our financial situations getting better we will be able to find joy somewhere else and then give up some of that sorrow that comes with losing.

    One Love…[Read more]

  • FlavorMan posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    Awesome, I understand that if always been very good at what I do as an entrepreneur but this last month and a half ive been much more focused. As gamblers this is all we think about and at the core nothing else matters but the next fix. Keep it up !!

  • FlavorMan posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    Nice !!! Super important to do

    • Thank you FlavourMan. Yes it takes a lot of concentration. I totally don’t think about anything else when I’m painting. What surprises me is that I also play a word game online word blitz and since I’ve started painting my score average has increased for the better by at least 15% which yesterday I was scoring in the top ten % of the game. Which…[Read more]

      • Awesome, I understand that if always been very good at what I do as an entrepreneur but this last month and a half ive been much more focused. As gamblers this is all we think about and at the core nothing else matters but the next fix. Keep it up !!

  • FlavorMan posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    It did thank you

  • FlavorMan posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 2 months ago

    Hey All,

    Just wanted to say to anyone in the first few days of sobriety KEEP BUSY that is the key to success.

    Wish me luck as today is the first day I watch sports in right around 1 month and 7 days of my own sobriety. It is a business get together that is in my best interest to attend.

    If your thing is online betting buy the GamBan app…[Read more]

  • FlavorMan posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    Worst demon out there. About 20 years ago said why are you addicted to gambling atleast I get high by doing drugs. Well I get high then I get down then I get high again. Paying out in any way is hard but I think that peace of mind of not looking over your shoulder, not screening calls and/or not hiding and lieing to our loved ones that all is…[Read more]

  • FlavorMan posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    Go get gamban on all your devices it’s like 3$ a month….Best and u mean bet I have every made !!!! Its betting on myself to do better with my life. We cannot be trusted and this is a perfect fire wall. I wish you the best

  • FlavorMan posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    It is def a trigger. As gamblers we need to learn how to spend money again because most if not all paid the bare necessities then the rest went to that. We have to learn simple excitement because everything is associated with the winning and losing. I would go as far as spend it,pay rent in advance pay bills in advance, whatever you need to do…[Read more]

  • FlavorMan posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    @diamond thanks i have been all month with the thousands I have saved

  • FlavorMan posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Today is a hard day. I stay busy with work and Saturday is down time. All I want to do is bet on sports rn, I came and posted here instead

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