• scottpel posted a new activity comment 7 months, 3 weeks ago

    Yupe I hear you …. I feel the same

  • scottpel posted a new activity comment 11 months, 1 weeks ago

    One day at a time and dont hate yourself as you are only human

  • scottpel posted a new activity comment 11 months, 1 weeks ago

    You can Pm in private if you need to .. I am not a therapist just an average joe who struggle with compulsive slot gambling

    • Thank you. Not sure what to replace it with. 🙈 I find I do ok for a while then suddenly I can’t stop. I hate myself and I’m letting everyone down. I feel the more I try to stop the more I’m drawn to it like one last time. But for now my last time was today!

  • scottpel posted a new activity comment 11 months, 1 weeks ago

    Hi Natalie

    First off I feel your pain and you are not alone in this world feeling like you do believe me … we are humans who felt for the addiction design of that crap but deep down we are better then them … start with small steps hour at a time and one day at a time … find within yourself that makes you escape to gambling … dont beat yoursel…[Read more]

  • scottpel posted a new activity comment 1 years ago

    I would like to attend GA but it is not available in my provice … I am in huge debt but lost so much money I am so mad at myself cause I am frugal with money usually …. Everytime I have the hangover the next day and vows to myself I have to quit and want to quit but a few days later its back to square one … I am so frustrated and tired and anxio…[Read more]

  • scottpel posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years ago

    Wasted another 260 $ in slots last night ….. I came home crying ….. I hate myself and feel like crap this morning …. I dreamed about it and couldn’t sleep …. I keep doing this every week and I lost hope in my ability to stop or at least control my impulse …. I have tried quitting cold turkey, therapy, limiting my bankroll and nothing…[Read more]

    • kenl replied 1 years ago

      Hi Scott
      Sounds like my story back a few years ago.
      You posted the things that you have done so far and I too did those things except like you I hadn’t tried Gamblers Anonymous.
      But when I finally admitted I was powerless over my gambling and started going to GA meetings did my life start to change.
      Hope you will read and take to heart this…[Read more]

    • Ken replied 1 years ago

      Hey Scott.. I just joined..I hear you frustration..I wasted 1300 yesterday.. I told myself I am a mess..been doing this for so long..I’m in debt now..not me at all

    • I would like to attend GA but it is not available in my provice … I am in huge debt but lost so much money I am so mad at myself cause I am frugal with money usually …. Everytime I have the hangover the next day and vows to myself I have to quit and want to quit but a few days later its back to square one … I am so frustrated and tired and anxio…[Read more]

  • scottpel posted a new activity comment 1 years ago

    Thanks for the kind words, wishing you all the best

  • scottpel posted a new activity comment 1 years ago

    Ok sounds good thanks 🙂

  • scottpel posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years ago

    Hi everyone, I have been dealing with compulsive behaviors when it comes to Slots for years now. I have tried quitting, therapy, breaks and controlling my outing and spending but I just can’t. It has become a bad habits that I can’t break free from … it is everywhere and always on my mind …. I want to go back to my old self when I didn’t have…[Read more]

    • kenl replied 1 years ago

      Hi Scott
      Welcome to Gamtalk
      If you want to attend group sessions Gamblers Anonymous has several virtual meetings through North America
      and there is a moderated session here with a gambling counselor from BC Canada here on Tuesdays at 9 pm est.
      And if you are around at 11 pm est I try to visit our chatroom for awhile most days.
      Hope to catch up…[Read more]

    • Hi Scottpel, I just want you to know someone out here is listening and is in the same place. Just had my first Day 1 without gambling in a very long time. I need to attend GA too, virtually. Wishing you the best.

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