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Day 182….. is almost over. Very stressful day. Had to do some rearranging w my budget. Paying back restitution felt good but I’m now feeling it. So weird how even after all this, a part of me says, you can go do it. Lol. Good lord like I do t have an ouch troubles without gambling all the little I have left away. So cunning and powerful. Off to bed. Picked up two weekend shifts.
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Worst demon out there. About 20 years ago said why are you addicted to gambling atleast I get high by doing drugs. Well I get high then I get down then I get high again. Paying out in any way is hard but I think that peace of mind of not looking over your shoulder, not screening calls and/or not hiding and lieing to our loved ones that all is ok is what needs to be used to justify it. All the best
Hi Sec
It’s good too hear you are doing alright.
Yeah it’s funny how gambling would love too draw a person back if it could. Crazy how something so bad can look good for moments. But too date it’s always proven too be ahead.
We finally win staying away. I have my financial struggles also.
One day at a time. Hugs