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Woundedhealer posted a new activity comment 2 years, 5 months ago
Thank you for posting, Gods divine plan for us was not one of shame, guilt & secrets. Following in Jesus footsteps when he walked the earth seems to be a start on the right direction.
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Woundedhealer posted a new activity comment 2 years, 5 months ago
Congrats on 2 weeks ! One day at a time, waking up each morning, no regret. Feeling more positive, happier and definitely feeling more JOY, looks like I found a Day Buddy. Joyce, one day at a time. We can do this !
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Woundedhealer posted a new activity comment 2 years, 5 months ago
Joyce,
the gambling hurt my soul, my essence, eroded my belief system and scarred my heart, it was a downward fall into the abyss.
Last couple weeks feeling lighter, my heart isn’t as heavy, and my soul, mind and body are healing ❤️ -
Woundedhealer posted an update in the group Community 2 years, 6 months ago
Hello everyone ! It has been about a month since I quit online gambling and playing VLTS. I find I have a lot more time on my hands. Trying to do some positive things yoga, meditation, cooking some new recipes and reading, even contacting old friends to go out for coffee. All these things I have been able to do guilt free, shame free and without…[Read more]
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Very nice that is how i feel….two weeks no gambling feeling human for this day this moment!
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Joyce,
the gambling hurt my soul, my essence, eroded my belief system and scarred my heart, it was a downward fall into the abyss.
Last couple weeks feeling lighter, my heart isn’t as heavy, and my soul, mind and body are healing ❤️-
Feel exactly like u i will think of u when i feel the urge and remember this discussion of the JOY we feel when we resist the temptation to go back to something that takes away our joy!
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Congrats on 2 weeks ! One day at a time, waking up each morning, no regret. Feeling more positive, happier and definitely feeling more JOY, looks like I found a Day Buddy. Joyce, one day at a time. We can do this !
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Woundedhealer posted an update in the group Community 2 years, 6 months ago
https://stoptheaddictions.com/
Thank you to Durr for posting this, there is a 60 day plan on it. Check it out. Great steps to figuring out why you are powerless to gambling. Thanks for posts Ken, great way to start my day ❤️ -
Woundedhealer posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago
Good Morning to Polly,
Sounds like you are on the right track ! Have a great day, Lots of snow here, so the change in weather has given me a different focus,, perspective, craft night, Christmas, Christmas baking & family ❤️ -
Woundedhealer posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago
Good Morning Polly,
Sitting at over 2 weeks here GF. Luckily I don’t have a casino near by just VLTS but those don’t seem to be such a temptation.
Definitely starting out here in the morning has helped me get a little more grounded. I retired last year, so I had way to much time on my hands and started online gambling, brought the casino home to…[Read more] -
Woundedhealer posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago
Thanks Ken for your message today. A question. I read somewhere Humility is an attitude. It is an attitude of the heart. An attitude of the mind. The attitude Christ had, who emptied Himself of His divine on the cross.
There is no quality more godlike than humility….The place of highest exaltation, as we see in the Lord Jesus Christ, is a…[Read more]
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Woundedhealer posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago
Good morning everyone ! Thanks for the positive messages Ken, reading your daily posts are a great way to start my day. Just a thought on self-centeredness. It is the polar opposite of being grounded, mindful, and truly aware of what you are doing.
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Woundedhealer posted an update in the group Community 2 years, 6 months ago
Nov 11th, off to work today. It has been challenging working during a 😷 pandemic. But despite all of that chaos, it is my chance to do God’s work and for that I am honoured. I have had patients who have come in with Withdrawal, and I am amazed during my time with them my ability to give them unconditional love, support and kindness. This s…[Read more]
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Woundedhealer posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago
Those triggers, itchy hand feeling, I hate it. I have listened to that compulsive lying ego driving voice so many times.
I have a yoga mat at home, and when that happens I lay down on my mat and listen to a 15 minute mediation on strength, battling addiction etc.. this is a destructive addiction, I have hated myself these past 3 yrs…sending k…[Read more] -
Woundedhealer posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago
Welcome here Etaylor3004, new to this site also. Day 9 for me GF, just finding my sea legs after 3 yrs of hard core addiction to online poker, slots, VLTS.
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Woundedhealer posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago
Thanks for post Durr will check it out.
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Woundedhealer posted an update in the group Community 2 years, 6 months ago
Day 8 in this journey. GF. Eating myself out of house and home, guess I am finding something else to do besides online poker, slots and Casinos. Know I need to make some healthier choices, it’s so hard to live your life when you feel like you are on a rollercoaster ride. Extreme highs, plummeting lows. Been gambling for a lot of years and got to t…[Read more]
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Woundedhealer posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago
Beautifully said Diamond ! Don’t give up Leslie ! You are worth it ❤️
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Woundedhealer posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago
Thanks for sharing ! It is difficult to start on Day 1, I have had so many I have lost count of my Day 1’s. But you are here, checking in, I am a newbie to the site but I know exactly how you feel and send support & kindness your way ❤️
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Woundedhealer posted an update in the group Community 2 years, 6 months ago
Gambling. My addiction is pretty deep rooted. For me it started innocently by becoming a regular at bingo halls, I think I was in Grade 7. My mom used to love to go. A POT would be high and she would say I’m going to bingo and winning that pot, and she did. She was lucky at bingo winning many pots, that was my introduction to gambling. From b…[Read more]
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Woundedhealer posted an update in the group Community 2 years, 6 months ago
Day 1 on this site. My gambling addiction has got out of control. Looking for a supportive community, non-judgemental, like-minded people who know what a vicious cycle gambling is. Guess I hit, yet what I thought was my Rock Bottom….it sickens me to think how low I can lower this bar. Coming clean comes with it’s own garbage. Why am I doing thi…[Read more]
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Hi Woundedhealer
Glad you are reaching out and congrats on coming clean with your husband. Takes lots of courage to admit our secrets.
Hope you will join us in gamtalk chat on Monday nights in chatroom as I chair an online GA type meeting at 10 pm edt
Also if you are interested I send out a couple of daily recovery focused messages that some…[Read more]
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Feel exactly like u i will think of u when i feel the urge and remember this discussion of the JOY we feel when we resist the temptation to go back to something that takes away our joy!