• Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    Day 8- Trying to forget about all the money Ive lost this year. Sometimes that is a trigger for me to play again. I have to accept and move on from that old way of thinking.

    • I broke down and went to gamble again to try to get my money back from 2 months ago and lost a lot. The biggest issue is that I do not have a job and was only able to work 16 hours in 2.5 weeks and I got desperate after being out of work for almost 2 years. It is always the same result when you gamble you lose 90% of the time and you always regret…[Read more]

      • Sorry to hear that Lou. I know that feeling of regret after losing very well. Im also going to make meetings too soon because eventhough Im sick and tired of losing and feeling that regret, Part of me still wants to win my money back too. I have to accept that Ill never get it back and it aint worth trying because you’re right 90% of the time I w…[Read more]

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    Day 7- Not giving into gambling at all.

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    Day 6- Its been a while since I went this long without gambling. I know its just the beginning of this journey but Im already feeling better on so many levels. My Gambling addiction brought me down most if the time and made me feel like crap all week. This is the opposite of that and It feels good to feel balanced again.

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    Day 5- keeping my mind busy with exercise and reading. Feels good to have money instead of Gambling and losing it all then being miserable. I can and will overcome this gambling addiction one day at a time.

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    Day 4- Spending my money wisely and treating myself to nice meals instead of throwing it away on Gambling. Keeping this momentum going.

  • Readytoquit posted a new activity comment 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    Thanks for the support

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    Day 3- I started telling myself mentally first thing in the morning when I woke up that I will myself not to gamble ever again. Reprogramming the brain requires a habit of constantly telling yourself over and over again everyday so you dont fall back into the old program of gambling. I have to remember the pain it has brought me as well so I read…[Read more]

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    Day 2- I wrote down in my phone the pain and emotion Gambling has brought to my life. I have to remind myself everyday of that pain so that I don’t fall back into my old way of thinking. Even with all the pain and negative emotions Gambling has brought me a part of me still wants to give in to it but I know in my heart that I dont want to…[Read more]

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 8 months, 3 weeks ago

    Day 1- Im focusing on re wiring my brain by changing the way I think. Gambling has brought out the worst in me and I dont ever want to fall low in my life again. I accept the past and where Im at now but I wont make these mistakes again and that means no more gambling. It starts today!

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 9 months, 1 weeks ago

    Day 2 No gambling- I feel happier about not throwing my money away. I feel less stressed and more calm about things because I can feel that things are going to work out for me as long as I keep making better choices with my money. Gambling sucks and I dont like how I feel after I gamble. That feeling of not having anything left is sickening and…[Read more]

  • Readytoquit posted a new activity comment 9 months, 1 weeks ago

    Thanks Steve. Im on day 2 now and holding strong. Wishing you the same, we can kick this habit together.

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 9 months, 1 weeks ago

    Today is day 1 of no Gambling. I’m tried of feeling like crap and not having any money for myself. Im tired of being anxious and not knowing how Im going to pay my bills. Im tired of owing people money. Im tired of not having any money saved. Im tried of all of it and I will stop this gambling right now.

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 9 months, 1 weeks ago

    Today is a new day and I want it to be a day without gambling. My choices have been bad because they were driven by my addiction to gamble. I’m not in a good place financially and my timing to throw money away couldn’t have been worst. I cant change what I did now but I accept that this is where I’m at. Gambling was never going to save me from…[Read more]

    • Way to go….. take care … Lindy

      • Good for you. Something that’s helpful for me is a counselor that specializes in gambling addiction. A good counselor can help you understand what the root causes of the addiction are. It took a while for me to realize my addiction was deep rooted in the way I was raised and my emotions were discounted by my mom. I carried that into every r…[Read more]

  • Readytoquit posted a new activity comment 9 months, 1 weeks ago

    Thanks a lot for your message Lindy. I will keep myself occupied with tasks to stop thinking about gambling.

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 9 months, 2 weeks ago

    Hello again,
    Ive gambled and lost all of my hard earned money for the month of July. I feel down and it had really has brought my energy low. I need to stop asap because I cant keep going this way. Its hard for me to accept where Im at and that is what drives me to keep playing. Its such addiction.

    • I just commented but it’s not showing….
      The reason you’re driven to gamble is that this addiction is really difficult. There’s part of us that unfortunately remembers the fun of playing without the losing. All you can do is try. Maybe find something to occupy your mind elsewhere.. like hobby or volunteering or ?? … take care … Lindy

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 9 months, 4 weeks ago

    Day 3 No Gambling.

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 10 months ago

    Day 2 No Gambling. Got paid today and paid my bills and put money into savings. Not giving any of my hard earned money away feels great.

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 10 months ago

    Day 1 No Gambling. It was hard to stop again and everything felt like a trigger but I don’t want to give more money away. I feel angry at myself for losing money again but I cant do anything to win it back and that’s the part i have trouble accepting sometimes

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 10 months, 1 weeks ago

    Day 6/7 No Gambling.

  • Readytoquit posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 10 months, 1 weeks ago

    Day 5/6 No Gambling. Today was a good day. IM Saving and spending wisely lately.

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