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Lenor posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago
Notthesame.. I totally understand Been there has my relapsed yesterday morning. Working on day 1 of not going to gamble plus I have e no money anyways to gamble so thats a good thing 👍🏾.. start to ask yourself what are the benefits of gambling?? For me gambling addiction is NOTHING but downfall and self distruction. We OFTEN LOOSE more than we…[Read more]
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Lenor posted an update in the group Community 1 years, 3 months ago
Day 1 here fresh start ! Acknowledging and accepting what I have done. Road to recovery BEGINS!!
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Lenor posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago
DRM yes it was very hard for me when my daughter threw it back in my face I actually found a counselor and waiting to hear back so I can start my session but honestly I’m done with this addiction it’s really taken a toll thanks for your kind words
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Lenor posted an update in the group Community 1 years, 3 months ago
YOU KNOW WHAT!?? .. I’ve been here moping all day drowning in depression.. I said to myself this is exactly what this addiction wants you to do!! I’M DONE! I’ve already messed up my pay for next week I won’t get anything cause I now owe the bank! So moving forward that’s it I’m
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Lenor posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago
Hello Sheila how are you with your gambling? Have you reached out to a counselor? I reached out today waiting on a response from her this addiction sucks really bad!
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Lenor posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago
Same here I’m here writing and totally depressed and feel disgusted and disappointed with myself. Are u in the US OR CANADA ??
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Lenor posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago
I’m with you it’s so HARD and embarrassing!! I need more too more than a GA FOR SURE. MAYBE we can start by helping each other. Sounds like we are in the same boat. If you don’t mind I would like for us to talk see where we can go to help each other
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Hi yes.im always here to chat usually unless im working.I called 2 counselors today both reached back out and 1 of them i missed their call.At this point in my life im at the worst of my addiction meaning its progressed to a point i feel like i am completly unable and will not be able to stop.Gamb rules my life i need to get control back.Ive lost…[Read more]
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Same here I’m here writing and totally depressed and feel disgusted and disappointed with myself. Are u in the US OR CANADA ??
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Im in the US
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Lenor posted an update in the group Community 1 years, 3 months ago
I also want to mention I told my oldest daughter a few months ago thought I was doing the right thing and since then she always find a way to throw it back in my face!! I hate that I told her! My son lives with me but I haven’t told him he knows I go the casino but he doesn’t know how bad of debt I’m in I just wish he was the kind of person I cou…[Read more]
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Lenor – I imagine it’s hard to have your loved ones seemingly use information that you shared in trust as a way of attacking you, and the pain of wanting to confide in your son but not feeling like you can. I hope there are others in your life (and I’d guess there are) that you can safely confide in and will support you. That said, lean on thi…[Read more]
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DRM yes it was very hard for me when my daughter threw it back in my face I actually found a counselor and waiting to hear back so I can start my session but honestly I’m done with this addiction it’s really taken a toll thanks for your kind words
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Lenor posted an update in the group Community 1 years, 3 months ago
I relapsed again. This morning to be exact 😭😭😭. I’m down all my money and the bank will take my paycheck next week. I HATE MYself! I was doing ok for a while. I really don’t want to sign myself out of the casino because that’s like given in !! and I know I can BEAT this terrible thing I’m doing!! Lord please help me !!! I was NEVER like this.…[Read more]
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You and me Both.I feel like running away myself i cannot stop gambling and i feel like im having gambling withdrawels just like a drug addict does.Im online looking for a counselor i need more help than just GA.
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I’m with you it’s so HARD and embarrassing!! I need more too more than a GA FOR SURE. MAYBE we can start by helping each other. Sounds like we are in the same boat. If you don’t mind I would like for us to talk see where we can go to help each other
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Hi yes.im always here to chat usually unless im working.I called 2 counselors today both reached back out and 1 of them i missed their call.At this point in my life im at the worst of my addiction meaning its progressed to a point i feel like i am completly unable and will not be able to stop.Gamb rules my life i need to get control back.Ive lost…[Read more]
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Same here I’m here writing and totally depressed and feel disgusted and disappointed with myself. Are u in the US OR CANADA ??
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Im in the US
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I’m so sorry that has happened, I truly know those feelings you’re describing. The anger at myself, the shame, feeling at a loss at what to do now. I have to believe what others in recovery have said, we are not bad people, but we have a disease that can kill, and definitely destroy your life. I just need to keep finding help, meetings, maybe a c…[Read more]
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Hello Sheila how are you with your gambling? Have you reached out to a counselor? I reached out today waiting on a response from her this addiction sucks really bad!
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Lenor posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago
It’s ok we all have a story to tell and te reason behind our gambling addiction one day at a time we are to support each other
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Lenor posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago
Yes I’m actually getting her from a friend of mine. A Yorkie
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Lenor posted an update in the group Community 1 years, 3 months ago
Day 6… I just wanted to share that I might possibly will be getting a dog to help me through my gambling addiction. Sounds crazy but I honestly believe this will help me to stay more focus on having this responsibility and knowing that I will have this dependent on me. I figured if I can use my money to gamble I can put it to better use by t…[Read more]
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Congratulations on 6 days free of gambling. I think getting a dog is a wonderful idea. Do you have one in mind yet?
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Yes I’m actually getting her from a friend of mine. A Yorkie
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Awe that’s so sweet! A Yorkie 🙂 someone very close too me has a part yorkie , Chihuahueña beautiful little dog. I’m happy for you!
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Love my doggie ❤️. Wish I could post a pic of him 😊
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Awww I bet you do !
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❤️ nice Sec I have pets I can’t say what they are. Cause to easy to figure me out if someone happened by. But the love is there.
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Lenor posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago
Hello Christa I know how you feel I pray that you will find the strength to tell your husband and it will all
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Hi nothesame I was on the very same thing plus put a bit more back in too
Oh, I don’t like the casino. It’s a bit to public but I do go once in a while. Haven’t been for a long time. Thank God. I have done a very exact same thing with scratch tickets. There’s some kind of feeling we have where we think we deserve to win there’s someone we know o…[Read more]