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Pearlie posted a new activity comment 1 years, 4 months ago
I have racked up so much debt it’s embarrassing. I have given myself a year to pay it off and I am working toward that. I make a lot of money and I also think that’s a part of the problem. I feel as though I can lose $10K and it will be ok but it’s just not. I pay all of my bills first and then I would just lose thousands of dollars. I am worki…[Read more]
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Pearlie posted a new activity comment 1 years, 4 months ago
I am having the same urges right now. I am mentally just having conversations in my head to talk myself out of it. The urge is so strong and we will just have to work on being stronger. I made dinner and watched movie and the urges just ticked away at me all evening. I’m now getting in bed and going to sleep but I know I have to prepare to f…[Read more]
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Pearlie posted a new activity comment 1 years, 5 months ago
It’s such a great feeling to win and then horrible when you hit rock bottom all over again. Stopping is the best option.
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Pearlie posted a new activity comment 1 years, 5 months ago
OMG I lost $14K this last week and I feel sick about it. I can’t do it anymore. I have lost $150K this year. Just pitiful.
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Pearlie posted a new activity comment 1 years, 5 months ago
Same I often think I make too much money to be in this place yet there I go. Digging myself in holes and working to get out of them. I truly hate it and I am committing to stopping this time.
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Pearlie posted a new activity comment 1 years, 5 months ago
Love this. I just signed up to pursue my masters degree as I am better focused when I have something to pour my attention into plus I want that degree.
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Pearlie posted a new activity comment 1 years, 5 months ago
I love this comment. I am working on doing this!
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Pearlie posted a new activity comment 1 years, 5 months ago
I want to quit too. I have made the decision to quit all forms of gambling and I have shared this with my husband for his support.
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Pearlie posted a new activity comment 1 years, 5 months ago
I felt the same way. I spoke to my husband bout it today. I am being open with him and he understands that I have a problem. The fact that you are here is a good sign that you want help. You can get through this.
This is literally me Pearlie. I won and lost 22k in a course of 4 days. After I spent it all I got myself back into all the debts I paid off on day one of four. I sincerely wish you the best on your recovery. Also, thank you for sharing this. It made me feel much less alone in my situation…. ❤️
I might add that this won was literally on Friday and it was gone by yesterday (Monday)
It’s such a great feeling to win and then horrible when you hit rock bottom all over again. Stopping is the best option.