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Hello.I went to a GA mtg tonight.I did gamble today but im trying to fight this scratch tix addiction.Feels like im sinking in mudd and somehow grasping to stay afloat.Worst addiction ever.People in my GA mtgs are great its always the same longtime GA members who i really look up to showing that no matter how many yrs clean they have they still need meetiings.
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Thank you.Today is Day 1.This is going to be awhile before i start to feel better.Ive gone thru over 10k in just under 3 months.I managed to save that $ a few yrs ago when i quit gamb but then relapsed and this is what happened.Its alot of $ for me to lose.But i guess i cant look back i have to stay in GA.Thats where i belong❤
OMG I lost $14K this last week and I feel sick about it. I can’t do it anymore. I have lost $150K this year. Just pitiful.
This is literally me Pearlie. I won and lost 22k in a course of 4 days. After I spent it all I got myself back into all the debts I paid off on day one of four. I sincerely wish you the best on your recovery. Also, thank you for sharing this. It made me feel much less alone in my situation…. ❤️
I might add that this won was literally on Friday and it was gone by yesterday (Monday)
It’s such a great feeling to win and then horrible when you hit rock bottom all over again. Stopping is the best option.
I have 9 years clean but I am still only one bet away everyday. I still attend meeting to see if I can help or be of service to anyone.
Keep up the good work and yes quitting is hard work.