• Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    Your being here helps reinforce the value of this group, day 1 or day 500 you’re valued here

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    Thoughts and prayers your way, I wish the best for you. Your example and leadership in recovery have helped me. I pray the judge sees the benefits of you being able to work and be free , pray that the judge sees your great recovery too

  • Steve posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 2 months ago

    Silly me, someone close to me told me they had a dream that I won big time so of course play on my mind all day I bought one 10 $ scratch I win that back so I bought one more and lost it. I guess that was my lesson so I am on day zero. I’m not so proud of myself, but I am thankful that I stopped on the second scratch. So here I go again, but 90 d…[Read more]

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    SEC your sharing offers hope for sure to those of us who waver, thanks for your honesty and integrity. I too wish for you to have the best possible result.Thankyou for being here

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 2 months ago

    I. Find I chase losses even when I play the free sites and experience the same guilt when I lose all my free tokens, elated when I win tokens and depressed when I lose them… so that helps me not try and log in and a self ban choice I made 4 years ago still sticks so I can’t go there glad I self banned myself from olg online

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Wow great work and insight to stay away. From the beast

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    SEC congratulations on your day to day success is encouraging for me Thanks for offering your story daily.
    I wish you continued success

    • Very proud of you!! I think of you each time
      I drive by that casino on my way home from work. You give me inspiration and hope and I thank you for that. Made it past another day!!! Proud of both of us!

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Hi Ken these anger themes really are fr good reminders. One offered me a lesson and another affirmed an instance where I did better.it’s true that emotions can fuel gambling events. Even elation but anger seems to have a way through pride perhaps? “I deserve a win “ I’ll show them etc sry about the spam you were burdened with

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Hey thanks I’ll look into that book

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Thank you need to learn that again or more about letting go of things. I Can’t control. Kind of you to offer this listening and wisdoms bless ya

  • Steve posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 3 months ago

    Good morning all your kind thoughts and encouragement are helping me to try to rethink things thanks.. If anyone else experiences anxiety, and you feel free to share, offer, experience,in anxiety and headache in the front part of my head around and behind my forehead. What is adding to my stress is from the landlord. They moved my stuff out of…[Read more]

    • Hi Steve sounds like you will be busy with your furniture. Is the garage shared? I guess there’s not a lot a person can do about that other than reorganize the furniture. Your friend could be right they may want you to move on so they can hike the rent up. But that’s not your business really. If the garage isn’t shared I don’t see a reason for tha…[Read more]

    • There’s a life changing book called, “Anxiety Rx” by Dr. Russell Kennedy. Its a great read for anyone dealing with anxiety.❤️❤️❤️

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Hi there thank you so much you’re such a long suffering person with a loving mother for your daughter and what a great daughter to get through all that you shared a great example of two recoveries
    It shows how much work it really is. so I’ll have to be patient with others and with myself my landlord came and gave me some grief too It’s turne…[Read more]

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Hi diamond, thank you so much. I appreciate you and serenity offer your support always going for a walk with a friend. That should be a good time on my best. Enjoy your one more day.

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    I was thinking it’s almost like that, but I don’t understand that circling around. I don’t understand is really getting me.

    • I had written a long message to you and accidentally deleted it. I will write it again another day possibly. Gee these little buttons are touchy.

      • Hi there thank you so much you’re such a long suffering person with a loving mother for your daughter and what a great daughter to get through all that you shared a great example of two recoveries
        It shows how much work it really is. so I’ll have to be patient with others and with myself my landlord came and gave me some grief too It’s turne…[Read more]

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Hi serenity, thank you very much you are for the very thoughtful and considerate reply. Yeah let’s just one more day but today first I guess.

    • I was thinking it’s almost like that, but I don’t understand that circling around. I don’t understand is really getting me.

      • I had written a long message to you and accidentally deleted it. I will write it again another day possibly. Gee these little buttons are touchy.

        • Hi there thank you so much you’re such a long suffering person with a loving mother for your daughter and what a great daughter to get through all that you shared a great example of two recoveries
          It shows how much work it really is. so I’ll have to be patient with others and with myself my landlord came and gave me some grief too It’s turne…[Read more]

  • Steve posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 3 months ago

    I just accidentally deleted a post. I realize I’m not in a good state. I said something at work that I would never have ever said I might be in trouble for it. Anxiety over it is ruining my weekend.. I don’t know. Of course I gambled and didn’t win the big one 0 very disappointed that I didn’t I don’t know thats immature. It’s embarrassin…[Read more]

    • Hi Steve I’m sorry you are going through so much. Honestly is a huge thing. The fact that you are still gambling and coming here and posting. You shouldn’t feel that that is a bad thing. Everyone here I’m sure has experienced that. We all want to be gamble free. Appears there’s work involved with that. I guess when we want things too be better…[Read more]

      • Hi serenity, thank you very much you are for the very thoughtful and considerate reply. Yeah let’s just one more day but today first I guess.

        • I was thinking it’s almost like that, but I don’t understand that circling around. I don’t understand is really getting me.

          • I had written a long message to you and accidentally deleted it. I will write it again another day possibly. Gee these little buttons are touchy.

            • Hi there thank you so much you’re such a long suffering person with a loving mother for your daughter and what a great daughter to get through all that you shared a great example of two recoveries
              It shows how much work it really is. so I’ll have to be patient with others and with myself my landlord came and gave me some grief too It’s turne…[Read more]

    • Sounds like an enormous amount of stress. Maybe you need to find a fellow counselor in a different office that can help you unpack it all and guide you through the deeper issues. Much love and light to you.❤️❤️❤️

      • Hi diamond, thank you so much. I appreciate you and serenity offer your support always going for a walk with a friend. That should be a good time on my best. Enjoy your one more day.

    • I’m glad you read my message to you. Now I won’t need to write it again. I really didn’t suffer if my daughter didn’t make a turn around. That would have been true suffering.
      Steve sorry about the land lord. That’s a what’re right 🙂
      Things will improve for me also. I’m working on it 🙂
      Hugs.

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    We need you l Lenore

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Wow lovely and great positive outcomes in the feelings

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Lenore peace be with you

  • Steve posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Thank you for that is true deep down, I know, it’s so easy for the hurting part of me thinks that deserve to win, hopefully I can go deeper. Thanks.

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