Steve

I lost my glasses so I couldn’t type anything. I apologize for all the grammatical errors.

Serenity, you sure are going through a lot especially with the thought of losing your sister. I’m glad she has a chance now. Congratulations on your month I know that is a hard thing to do so Way to go.! I wish you all the best in the struggle that we all share
God bless
Steve

Wow, five days I am back to day 2 for scratches. Way to go in your success. It’s got a feel good.

Hello there yes, our significant others do feel it as well. I know for me that sometimes I want to avoid discussing it because it hurts too much to have that person told me to stop I want to, but it’s hard to have someone push me.. the best times are when they say just talk to me about it it’ll be OK. I’ve learned that rather be a part of it then…[Read more]

I think we’ve all had that moment I know for sure I have I thought well even post a Message? Sitting with disgust in my car after losing over and over again stereo head wondering what did I just do again adding onto the thousands of dollars I put into this, it’s likely a great moment. Maybe that tells yourself I need to stop and think about all…[Read more]

Hey, what a great successful day and that encouragement for myself keep it up you’ll do well

Thanks I hope so. Just giving you a little worse more coughing and tiredness but that happened last summer when I got it as well.. having to stay inside, I couldn’t buy any tickets plus the lottery I couldn’t buy two tickets. Of course my numbers did not come in so I have experienced no winning without buying a ticket is kind of the easy way out…[Read more]

Such a good day for you way to go

Kabobra many people have been there what stops me is thinking about my partner with feel after my suicide that usually stops me but I have no plan. I think it’s just despondency comes over me.
But I need to say reach out to a call center when you feel like this or a counselor or therapist or minister or your doctor when you feel suicidal, please c…[Read more]

I meant to say milling around and regret, and how do I change that regret into recovery?

My drive to buy tickets feels pretty much the same as a feeling I get when I need to go back home and check to see if I left the taps running or or a burner left on. Same obsessive thinking which drives via to go back to my apartment with a very real need to check the tap or a burner every time I go back I feel stupid because I know it’s not g…[Read more]

Hi, I think I’m still Milyer around and regret on the last five years of wasting money, I don’t have anything to show for how do I prove that regret into stopping and recovery

Hi serenity yeah the dream thing was someone else saying that they saw me win big a big jackpot, that was obviously too much for me to handle. I think my dream is to not be so stupid.

Hi Lindy, thank you I do beat myself up over this. I’m trying to turn the power. I guess you might call it into a positive one to stop or at least slow down and feel sane. Thank you very much.

It’s tough but not so tough I’m scratching again not like before but still a scratch is a scratch, so we’re facing similar addictions you post reminded me to try and stop again so thanks
All the best in your stopping top

So good to hear sec! You proved to them you could change. Dignity wins!
So pleased fr you