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Hello there it’s been a while and that’s been because I’ve been gambling. I mentioned before how it’s does. It feel good when I come here then go back to go away. I guess I’m not really trying., but recently I bought some tickets and threw some of them out before I paid for them same thing $40 $50 and I win 2 to 4 dollars. I was seeing a counselor this week as anxiety is becoming more present in many areas of my life. I read the daily postings from ken. Thank you again they all make sense may be pride as the father of those mistakes. professionally, I am burned out from work. My apartment is a mess, seems to be a total reflection of my emotional state. today I need to go buy a new reading glasses. I’m hoping I won’t buy a ticket. there’s a couple young people on the chat here.. when I see your soul very honest post I wish you the very best I am over 60 and when I have a gamble since I’m 30 I could’ve paid for a house so please listen to all the wisdom here is in 3040 years you could be a landlord or on a business or you could be like me to wondering how you’re going to survive the next 15 20 years when I was younger, a doctor told me I was 18 to watch what I eat some exercise and I didn’t know how to listen to him. He’s your voice was very foreign to me. But you have the gift of knowing where you are in life right now, that is such a good place to be, do your best to get all the help you need now. I will try so very hard today. Do not buy any tickets. I see serenity are on chatting supporting so good of you keep it up. I will try and come back tonight or tomorrow.