• laylagirl posted a new activity comment 1 years, 7 months ago

    Thank you

  • laylagirl posted a new activity comment 1 years, 7 months ago

    Thank you. Glad you were able to resist. I had the urge today as well and this has already helped just talking about it. I resisted.

  • laylagirl posted a new activity comment 1 years, 7 months ago

    Thank you for listening and reaching out to me. I feel so alone and sad. It helps to know someone now knows what I am dealing with. Next step is a counselor.

  • laylagirl posted a new activity comment 1 years, 7 months ago

    Thank you for listening and caring. I am so ashamed. No one knows how bad it has become. I have thought about counseling recently and it may be the only answer for me. Thank you.

    • Many states offer free or low cost counseling for problem gamblers and their loved ones. If you live in Washington State I personally recommend Coastal Treatment Services….425-646-4406…. Take good care of yourself. Hugs

  • laylagirl posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 7 months ago

    I am 67. My father shot himself four years ago. I found him. My husband had an affair and we divorced two years ago. I have had a gambling problem for several years but now much worse. My use of alcohol is now daily, at least two or three drinks a day. Gambling weekly, excessively. Both numb the pain. Draining my savings. Have had suicidal…[Read more]

    • Hey laylagirl…..thank you so much for your post. My Mom committed suicide when I was sixteen and I found her shot in the head in a pool of blood on the kitchen floor. I spent a good chunk of my life (I’m 53 now) trying to escape the pain by gambling and other self sabotaging addictions. But they only offer temporary relief, postpone the work and…[Read more]

      • Thank you for listening and caring. I am so ashamed. No one knows how bad it has become. I have thought about counseling recently and it may be the only answer for me. Thank you.

        • Many states offer free or low cost counseling for problem gamblers and their loved ones. If you live in Washington State I personally recommend Coastal Treatment Services….425-646-4406…. Take good care of yourself. Hugs

    • Hi Laylagirl
      Glad you are reaching as you have been through some terrible times.
      As Diamond said counseling and 12 step programs will help you get to a better place in life,
      And as for suicide it is a permanent solution for a temporary problem. If you need to chat
      please visit our chatroom. I try to be there every night around 11 pm est.
      God…[Read more]

      • Thank you for listening and reaching out to me. I feel so alone and sad. It helps to know someone now knows what I am dealing with. Next step is a counselor.

    • Thank you for sharing. You’re not alone ❤️

    • Hi Ladybug.
      I’m sorry you are going through tuff times. I’m sorry you had major trauma you have endured. You are able too admit to yourself you at the time are in a problem. That’s a good chunk of the battle. It’s amazing too me what a grip gambling can have on a person. As I’ve come too realize it is a short term fix for what ails a person.…[Read more]

    • Please know you are not alone. I recently opened up to my wife and told her I had been gambling AGAIN for the second time after stopping for a year. I got to the point of writing suicide notes for all of my family because I could not face what I did. It is the worst feeling I have ever had with no explanation as to why I did it knowing the end…[Read more]

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