Brittney J

This is also not my first attempt. I would like to think I finally hit rock bottom but you won’t really know for sure. All you can do is take things one day at a time. Try and keep a clear head. I know myself k have a tough time just sitting and doing nothing so i picked up a third job lol.

You never remember the feeling when your in it all you have is the high and adrenaline rush. And the classic “I will figure it out” until you can’t figure it out anymore

Please know you are not alone. I recently opened up to my wife and told her I had been gambling AGAIN for the second time after stopping for a year. I got to the point of writing suicide notes for all of my family because I could not face what I did. It is the worst feeling I have ever had with no explanation as to why I did it knowing the end…[Read more]

I’m so sorry you relapsed. I currently did also. Borrowing money from people because I couldn’t pay my bills. The depression is REAL!! It’s definitely real.

I’m here if you need to talk

I am literally going through the same thing right now. I had so much guilt for the last few months borrowing money from people because I gambled it all. Drinking to try and forget about what I did. I haven’t gambled in a few months but it’s always in front of me. But just because I haven’t gambled doesn’t mean I’m not paying for it now. It’s a ho…[Read more]