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    Lilly71 posted a new activity comment 3 months, 4 weeks ago

    I’d be very interested in your app

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    Lilly71 posted a new activity comment 4 months ago

    You are not alone and we all have completely destroyed our lives and sometimes our families lives also gambling . All we can do is one day clean one hour one min at a time , Even tho I’ve lost everything gambling still has an unbelievable grip over my life. I just keeping going to meetings and try to surround myself by others who want to get h…[Read more]

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    Lilly71 posted a new activity comment 4 months ago

    Praying for you ! You’ve got this one min one second at a time . Much love Lilly

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    Lilly71 posted a new activity comment 4 months ago

    Hi Tina !
    I hope you’re doing ok, this is the best place to be we all are struggling with our addiction here, we understand the feelings like our lives are over . But you are doing the right thing seeking help. Together we can get three threw this horrible disease.
    We lose ourselves caught up in this addictions doing things we never thought we w…[Read more]

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    Lilly71 posted a new activity comment 6 months, 3 weeks ago

    You’re not alone, that’s why we are here. Because we realize that we have no power over gambling. Find a local or an online support group , there are a lot of resources available to get us help . One day at a time ,I’m on day 37 after battling this disease for years and completely destroying my life . One day at a time you can do it

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    Lilly71 posted a new activity comment 10 months ago

    Good for you , today is my day one for the hundredth time. We can do this….

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    Lilly71 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years ago

    Not doing good i have fallen off the wagon over and over , horrible thoughts keep coming into my head and i feel know way of ever fixing all that I have ruined and continue to ruin … so sad i just want to cry.. 🙁

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      Serenity replied 1 years ago

      Hi Lily
      I’m sorry you are feeling down.
      I lost count of how many times I said I wasn’t going back and I did.
      This is the longest I’ve stayed away in years. No bets in the last month one slip in three months.
      It has taken myself time to get here. I have self excluded that ran out and I was back again because I thought I could control the betti…[Read more]

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      Linglang replied 1 years ago

      Hi, i feel the same. I feel like there’s no way out of this but just to put out my misery. Bad thoughts keep coming and coming. All the regrets, and shame. It feels like there is no tomorrow and feels like I am going to be stuck here for all my life. 😭

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        Serenity replied 1 years ago

        Long Lang you will get there. You just have to take yourself there. It makes me feel really sad knowing you are suffering.
        I’ve been where you are right now and sometimes I glance back and I shouldn’t. We can’t change the past. But we sure can work on the future. I don’t know giving up gambling feels like you’re going to lose something. Truth is…[Read more]

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          Linglang replied 1 years ago

          Thank you so much for the wonderful words Serenity. 🥹♥️

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            Serenity replied 1 years ago

            You are welcome LingLang. One step, one day at a time we will get there! Hugs

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    Lilly71 posted a new activity comment 1 years, 6 months ago

    I hope you are doing ok , I’m glad you decided to make this positive change for yourself . I’m just starting my journey also .Stay strong 🙂

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    Lilly71 posted a new activity comment 1 years, 6 months ago

    How are you doing ?

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    Lilly71 posted a new activity comment 1 years, 7 months ago

    Good for you your an inspiration, keep up the good work !

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    Lilly71 posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago

    Awesome Job Tamara ! Good for you ! i keep falling off the wagon i really have no control ,,, sure makes me sad sometimes , but i’ll pick myself up and start over on my recovery again , I hope you stick with it …

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    Lilly71 posted a new activity comment 2 years, 7 months ago

    good for you i hope you do well

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      Jason replied 2 years, 7 months ago

      Thank you !!! Just taking things one day at a time or least trying to . My mind has other ideas and likes to jump ahead of me .

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    Lilly71 posted a new activity comment 2 years, 7 months ago

    it was 3 weeks , im so disappointed in my self.. i will start over day one again today !!!

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    Lilly71 posted a new activity comment 2 years, 7 months ago

    Hi Chris , I completely understand , this is horrible addiction , I feel like it has complete control over me and I’m lost too , just be strong is what ive been told , well I’m clearly not , I went on a binge the last few days , and here I am back again trying to get some control . I hope you can stay strong for yourself and your family . maybe…[Read more]

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    Lilly71 posted a new activity comment 2 years, 7 months ago

    im new too , sept 8 th and ive already fell off the wagon … i hope you do better then i am , im so dissapointed in myself ;(

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