Not doing good i have fallen off the wagon over and over , horrible thoughts keep coming into my head and i feel know way of ever fixing all that I have ruined and continue to ruin … so sad i just want to cry.. š
Hi Lily
Iām sorry you are feeling down.
I lost count of how many times I said I wasnāt going back and I did.
This is the longest Iāve stayed away in years. No bets in the last month one slip in three months.
It has taken myself time to get here. I have self excluded that ran out and I was back again because I thought I could control the betting. For some crazy reason maybe I e been burnt enough times and hopefully Iāve learnt my lesson. Iāve been able to stay away. Have you considered getting a bet blocker like Gamban It blocks pretty much all of the sites.
I hope you consider it. You deserve better that the way you feel right now. Probably by this point you know of most of the tools to help stay away.
Anyways thinking of you. Things will work out because youāll make them. Hugs.
Hi, i feel the same. I feel like there’s no way out of this but just to put out my misery. Bad thoughts keep coming and coming. All the regrets, and shame. It feels like there is no tomorrow and feels like I am going to be stuck here for all my life. 😭
Long Lang you will get there. You just have to take yourself there. It makes me feel really sad knowing you are suffering.
Iāve been where you are right now and sometimes I glance back and I shouldnāt. We canāt change the past. But we sure can work on the future. I donāt know giving up gambling feels like youāre going to lose something. Truth is thatās already done. I think giving up gambling is truly winning something. A peace of mind. Yeah thereās make up time but itās gotta start some where. Hugs and much ❤️
Hi Lily
Iām sorry you are feeling down.
I lost count of how many times I said I wasnāt going back and I did.
This is the longest Iāve stayed away in years. No bets in the last month one slip in three months.
It has taken myself time to get here. I have self excluded that ran out and I was back again because I thought I could control the betting. For some crazy reason maybe I e been burnt enough times and hopefully Iāve learnt my lesson. Iāve been able to stay away. Have you considered getting a bet blocker like Gamban It blocks pretty much all of the sites.
I hope you consider it. You deserve better that the way you feel right now. Probably by this point you know of most of the tools to help stay away.
Anyways thinking of you. Things will work out because youāll make them. Hugs.
Hi, i feel the same. I feel like there’s no way out of this but just to put out my misery. Bad thoughts keep coming and coming. All the regrets, and shame. It feels like there is no tomorrow and feels like I am going to be stuck here for all my life. 😭
Long Lang you will get there. You just have to take yourself there. It makes me feel really sad knowing you are suffering.
Iāve been where you are right now and sometimes I glance back and I shouldnāt. We canāt change the past. But we sure can work on the future. I donāt know giving up gambling feels like youāre going to lose something. Truth is thatās already done. I think giving up gambling is truly winning something. A peace of mind. Yeah thereās make up time but itās gotta start some where. Hugs and much ❤️
Thank you so much for the wonderful words Serenity. 🥹♥️
You are welcome LingLang. One step, one day at a time we will get there! Hugs