• Paul 6869 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 6 months ago

    Well. Yesterday I listened to the liar and so I got to experience another day of pain. When I wake up Wednesday it will be day 2 of abstinence from gambling. Yea m pretty confident that I have exhausted a majority of my reservations to this point. I just need to learn how to stay aware of the damn lying voice in mu head that love to tell me…[Read more]

    • Yes Paul 6869 you are right. It is a liar and it not only wants your money, it wants to suck the life right out of you. It wants to take all of your choices away and leave you feeling helpless and alone. I’m so happy you are seeing it for what it really is. Stay strong. You’ve got this.

    • Those triggers, itchy hand feeling, I hate it. I have listened to that compulsive lying ego driving voice so many times.
      I have a yoga mat at home, and when that happens I lay down on my mat and listen to a 15 minute mediation on strength, battling addiction etc.. this is a destructive addiction, I have hated myself these past 3 yrs…sending k…[Read more]

    • God bless you too…I truly understand how that demonic voice clouds any logic. I have lost ALL–money, home, relationships, self-esteem…I hope you get strength to tell that voice to back off or f off

  • Paul 6869 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 6 months ago

    Just the thought of reservations make me feel I’ll. As it turns out I had to experience a little more pain. I have told myself never again probably 700 times.
    I would really love some help in terms of finding actually physical meetings where you go to where you physically attend! You can email me or you can call me you can text me if s…[Read more]

    • Call the 800 number for gambling addiction in your area–they will listen to you ANY time and then direct you to meetings and FREE counselors

  • Paul 6869 posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago

    Me to. I am in spot of “I totally surrender!!! I can no longer live like this!!!! This is an insidious trap. It will lie and lie and lie like no other. I’m sure there are people that will help us here with their experience strength and hope

  • Paul 6869 posted a new activity comment 2 years, 6 months ago

    Ohhhh I can relate thanks for sharing.

  • Paul 6869 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 6 months ago

    That reflection was absolutely beautiful

  • Paul 6869 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 2 years, 6 months ago

    I want to stop gambling. Thought I could do it on my own with my experiences of other addictions. I can’t I surrender!!!!