• Gnm posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 11 months, 4 weeks ago

    Relapsed today after a few good weeks, and lost $2,500. Feel so down and horrible. I’m not sure why I do this to myself. It kills all the joy in my life and I don’t know why I do it. I don’t understand this cycle.

    • Sounds like me..i think it’s the thought of losing all our money stupidly and want a big win.. plus I think everything in life will be hard to replace the excitement of winning money

    • The cycle you mention is ‘doing it’ and then ‘hating when you do’… It does help to find another source of something to do… if you’re into building…or renovations .. or ? There’s a few of us that do painting… for me self-taught through watching videos online… Truth is though it takes motivation to make yourself follow through and ‘Do…[Read more]

  • Gnm posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years ago

    I struggle so much with the apps on my phone. it is so easy to go on and gamble at any point of the day. Once i get started, it is impossible to stop whether I win or lose (which always ends in losing as many of you may know). I am still in my 20s so really worry about how this is going to effect my life.

    • I’m in my 30s and am also struggling with those. They’re so available, connect so easily to accounts, and can just be opened up on the phone as easily as texting. I’m in my two years of this addiction, and most recent relapse lost thousands. I too worry about the future of what I might do. But I’m learning more about the blocking apps, and startin…[Read more]

    • kenl replied 1 years ago

      Hi Folks
      Glad you are looking for support
      Maybe consider putting a blocker on your phone / computer
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    • Same here. I am too stressed with it too. I am not gambling now because I don’t have money coming in, but when I have money, I just end up losing everything away, but the bills keep pilling up and I am delayed. And the feeling of being a failure creeps in. It’s just too stressful. I pray we can get over this.

      • I am also in my 20s and I already think I am wasting my life. I have two kids, all under 2. And I feel this way. I feel like I’m in a deep whole.

    • Gnm you are young and you have your life before you. Don’t let the people who own the casinos have the better quality of life that in reality you have earned and deserve. You can’t get the past back. The money you have lost isn’t coming back. (Most likely)
      Don’t take the chance that it will that’s gambling. You have a bright future before yo…[Read more]

    • Lindy replied 1 years ago

      You are only in your’ 20’s When many here began they were young but continued on for many years regretting it so much. All I can say is making the decision ‘now’ to stop is easier that after many years and much loss of money and self-esteem. Try to find another avenue of using your time… volunteer, find a hobby… something you enjoy… but do…[Read more]