• diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    I understand what you’re saying Durr and I think humility is a great trait but I just want everyone to know that there is no shame in asking for help. This is a very clever and sneaky addiction that GAINS power by isolating you and hijacking your mind. In turn your addiction LOSES power when you share your problems and surround yourself with p…[Read more]

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    That’s wonderful JeSotnas. This thing is not going to let you go without a fight and it’s very clever. It waits for a weak moment to try and hijack your mind so stay present. ❤️❤️❤️

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Congrats Brandon!! That’s awesome!❤️❤️❤️

  • diamond posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 3 months ago

    There are no shortcuts to recovery. I need to do the right thing even when no one is watching. Stopping gambling is just the tip of the iceberg. Discipline and Integrity are the gateways to real freedom. It’s all an inside job and I know if I focus on getting my inside right then eventually my outside will fall into place…..it’s just a matte…[Read more]

  • diamond posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 3 months ago

    My end of the week “Race to $0 (in a good way) current debt total is $18,500. I’m holding steady financially but I really need to be hyper vigilant right now because I know my pattern all too well. I’m most vulnerable to my addiction when my life is going really good and I’m balanced…. Go figure!!😂😂…..I have a quote written on my bathroom mi…[Read more]

    • Hello Diamond

      You’re going doing great keep it up. I feel the same way but you’re Soo right we just have to keep going stay focus and know that this journey will have a positive outcome! Keeping yourself distracted and busy is the best thing. As for me I’m continuing to remind myself the reason not too step foot in a casino and to keep myself…[Read more]

    • Hang in there Diamond one day at a time. Let the urges pass. Enjoy your yoga retreat that sounds like it could be fun and healthy.

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Did you know that when you were a baby learning to walk that you fell an average of 17 times an hour before you finally mastered walking??…. Use the knowledge and experience from this relapse to revise and shape your new plan of recovery. You are that much closer to mastering this thing my friend. And it takes a lot of courage to pull yourself b…[Read more]

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Cool Serenity! ….I feel like a good hair stylist becomes an amateur psychologist because clients often tell you their deepest darkest secrets.😂😂

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    …..so I’d think it would benefit your boss to help to resolve any issues amongst his workers to achieve a more cohesive group. Just my thoughts.

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Not sure what type of business you’re in but I owned a hair salon for 20 years with 12 employees and one thing I know for sure is the success of my business relied heavily on the quality of the relationships between the people I employed. A happy team always made my profits increase Customers could feel the good energy when they walked in.

    • …..so I’d think it would benefit your boss to help to resolve any issues amongst his workers to achieve a more cohesive group. Just my thoughts.

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Hi Steve! We both know that gambling isn’t going to solve our problems. It’s just an escape. The good news is you’ve identified the behavior of some of your co workers as a major trigger for you. What great progress!! A trigger is always an opportunity for you to heal something inside yourself. You are on the right track exploring the idea of se…[Read more]

    • Thank you those are great ideas I’ll try and most of the courage to try

      • Not sure what type of business you’re in but I owned a hair salon for 20 years with 12 employees and one thing I know for sure is the success of my business relied heavily on the quality of the relationships between the people I employed. A happy team always made my profits increase Customers could feel the good energy when they walked in.

        • …..so I’d think it would benefit your boss to help to resolve any issues amongst his workers to achieve a more cohesive group. Just my thoughts.

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Sometimes it takes a village😂😂…….thank you for being here yolip and everyone else. Nobody else in my life really understands the struggle. It feels so comforting to know you guys can relate. xx

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    WOW Serenity!! You are very talented! What a beautiful picture with so much detail! You are rockin it my friend. Onward and upward.❤️❤️❤️

    • Thank you Diamond it feels really good too be painting. A healthy choice for me. I’m really curoabout how quickly and how much I will progress. After a month on painting in my spare time I’ll have a better idea.in the past I have had dreams of paintings really creative and interesting but too date not enough skill too put my dream visions on to…[Read more]

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Love it yolip! You’re doing it!!!❤️❤️❤️…. I can’t wait to see my new bracelet from your beautiful jewelry line.❤️❤️❤️

    • Hey Diamond! Yours will be the first bracelet I will create, with so much love. Take care and enjoy what’s left of the weekend 🙂

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Sending lots of strength your way today FlavorMan. One love right back at you.❤️❤️❤️

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Is this what you want your life to be about stephann? Do you want your obituary to read “she spent most of her life being a slave to her addiction”?? If you let this addiction take over stephann it won’t just take your money……It wants your happiness and your dignity too. It wants to isolate you from all the people that love and care about you…[Read more]

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Thanks Brandon😊

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Hi MommaCarolWV! … My kids are also grown and have all spread their wings. It felt like I was stuck between the ending of one chapter and the beginning of another. But I ended up revisiting an unfulfilled childhood dream that has reignited my passion and filled that empty space. You raised your kids and now it’s your turn. What lights you up and…[Read more]

    • Thank You! Definitely don’t want gambling to be my next chapter! My kid’s give me joy, and I hate that they are disappointed that I am gambling again. I need to figure out what happiness looks like for me, right now I don’t have anything that brings me great joy. That has to change, for my sanity.

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Thanks Snafugjm! ….You can do it!! And it’s so worth it. Have a wonderful gamble free day.😊

  • diamond posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago

    Yes kenl……I’m in the process of paying back my gambling debts and the bills serve as a good weekly reminder of all the damage my addiction has caused. Proof that it’s no longer the place I want to be. For me personally if I filed bankruptcy and had a clean slate financially at this point in my recovery I’d go back.

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