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Hustle hard my friend. 12ers are definitely rough! You got this! Great job on 178! I’m at 2

Hey Brandon!

Welcome to the group. I too am fairly new here with a similar situation at hand. Online gambling is the worst simply because of how easily accessible it is. Push a button make a deposit… win some money, lose a ton more. It drove me to the point where I was literally yelling and smacking myself because it was an endless loop of h…[Read more]

Awesome Yolip!

That urge is a tough one to overcome but you made it by doing something that you are passionate about. Today, I went to church, spent time with my family and spent the majority of the day doing Uber. I have a regular 9-5 but doing Uber keeps my mind busy and away from gambling. Just made dinner and now relaxing with my lady. Today…[Read more]

Thanks for the info!

Awesome job sec! 176 days is quite the feat. I couldn’t even make it 3 days…

Hi Yolip!

I think the only way to get out of this gambling addiction is by talking to a professional or going to GA. I’m going to call my insurance and see what’s covered. This really has to stop. My mind is always bringing me back to this lousy state and I’m just tired…

I hope all is well with you Yolip! Please don’t slip as I have…

Thanks Serenity! Hope your day is busy and gamble free!

Thanks 🙏🏽

AMEN!

Hey Jack!

Totally get where you are coming from. There was a point where I was up so much money that there was no way that I could screw it up and lose it all. Well I was wrong. I lost about 9K In winnings then kept depositing and depositing and depositing hoping that I could get that back. I was in a whirlwind of hurt for the last 2 months or…[Read more]

Hi Serenity!

By sharing my turmoil I feel like I let the demon out so that my spirit can settle back in. The days of misery and dread will all soon be replaced by happiness and joy for me and for everyone here! I appreciate you and all your kind words!

You are absolutely right! Love does conquer all! Thanks for the words of positivity Diamond! And thanks for believing in me! I just need to learn to believe in myself!

Much love!

Thanks Phil!

It sure was tough but it was something that had to be done. I do need to tell those that a near and dear to me still but that will come soon enough. This is not my first go around with breaking down as I had a similar situation with my mother about 12 years ago. Im done living like this! I think we’re all done living like this!

Hi Yolip!

Hope youre doing better today! You really helped me to get over this first hurdle by telling me about how you opened up to your husband. Even though we don’t know each other, I do feel that sense of friendship and compassion from you and all the others in here! Let’s do this! Let’s be freed from this vice and live like God intended us to live!

Hey Jack!

Hiding this from her was eating away at me from inside. I was pacing around the kitchen this morning and later expressed my anxiety to her. We’re set to get married this year and she thought it was stress from that (which there totally is) and then that’s when I let it all out. I’m so grateful to have a person like her in my life and s…[Read more]

Hi Yolip!

I am the same way! I wake up feeling a sense of dread and misery all while laying next to my fiancé. Nothing makes my gut churn more knowing that I’m not doing what I need to do to provide and protect her. As a man in his 30s, this is absolutely heart wrenching. I know that when I have to course to tell her about my illness that she wo…[Read more]

Hi Serenity!

Thanks for reaching out! It is 100% online gambling and I’ve signed myself out of a few sites but there are so many more. Will these blocker apps block me from all sites across the board? I never want to have this urge again! I want to be able to wake up and think about what’s for breakfast or what kind of shirt I’m going to wear.…[Read more]