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    Mitten08 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 3 years, 3 months ago

    I am so thankful to be here. God has taken my desire to gamble. Thank you Lord. For almost seven years I lived this myth of lies. I knew intellectually it was never a good place but my twisted mind of the dopamine high kept me going. I lost my house and savings. I am paying of my debts and proudly doing so. I feel blessed in spit of it.

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    Mitten08 posted a new activity comment 3 years, 3 months ago

    There is always hope. I can only imagine your shame and hurt. I have been in a dark place. And it is a dark place. But I can promise you that life will get better. Stick with the recovery and pray. God is listening and now that you have been found out it is the perfect place to start. No more lies and the repayment will give you strength. I am…[Read more]

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    Mitten08 posted a new activity comment 3 years, 3 months ago

    I know that feeling very well. I won money and paid off debts but I went again and found myself deeper in debt than before. This is gambling in the raw. It will NEVER get better if you go back. I know you would like to hear” go ahead pay off debts and then stop”. But that would be a lie. It is difficult when you are threatens. Maybe you can have…[Read more]

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    Mitten08 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 3 years, 4 months ago

    I last gambler Nov 11th. I lost everything but the love and support from my family has given me hope. I have no urge to gamble. I know that people are praying for. I don’t know how all of a sudden I do not think of it but it was time and God is involved. There is hope please don’t give up. I still pray for financial restoration and it can only…[Read more]

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      KC replied 3 years, 3 months ago

      Mitten08, that is wonderful news. I am on day 3. While I am looking forward to a week, two weeks, my first 30 days, I am taking ADAAT. Gambling is poison. I refer to the addiction as “my monster.” I am choosing not to feed him with the help of my highest power. I am grateful for the support of my husband and family, too. I cannot imagine…[Read more]

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    Mitten08 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 3 years, 5 months ago

    I am at rock bottom. I lost everything and need support. I am at the point were. I hate the casino. I just want my life back