• Gabs posted a new activity comment 1 years, 6 months ago

    I just wish we can get the help I need. You just said everything I am going through. During the pandemic I was ok but I relapse. I dont know what to do anymore.

    • To Gab. I wish I could take our pain away. I have to do zoom meetings like Ken suggested. We have to do something. It won’t get better if we don’t. It’s sickening. I wish we were strong enough to go there and not give our whole paycheck away and more.

  • Gabs posted a new activity comment 3 years, 3 months ago

    Am so sorry Melanie. I wish I could comfort you because I know the feeling. Please be strong

  • Gabs posted a new activity comment 3 years, 3 months ago

    It’s going to be hard but you got this. Be strong.

  • Gabs posted a new activity comment 3 years, 3 months ago

    Music is Life. I listen to music every chance I get..

  • Gabs posted a new activity comment 3 years, 3 months ago

    Hi Amy please be strong. This too shall pass. I will pray for you. You have come to the right place. I know I haven’t been on there long but it has truly help me. Go with god.

  • Gabs posted a new activity comment 3 years, 3 months ago

    Amen, Prayers do work for me and I thank god every day for the strength.

    • I wanted to re-share this as it seems we have many new people coming in for a visit…And I hope you don’t mind me doing so, Ken L “-) Cat

      ” I don’t want anyone to get upset, but I have noticed that some people seem to be sharing what we long-timers call “War Stories”… I for one feel a little unnerved about it. When we share our ups and downs a…[Read more]

  • Gabs posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 3 years, 3 months ago

    Today is a beautiful day. I am seeing the difference. I hope I don’t fall back into the same bad habit when the restrictions are lifted. Please pray for me whilst I pray for you. Every day I ask god to give me the strength.

    • Gabs, I pray for you and hope you will pray for me, too. My last bet was 12/28. I am working the steps and putting the work into recovery. I am hopeful for the first time, with my higher power’s help, I can remain a recovering CG.

  • Gabs posted a new activity comment 3 years, 4 months ago

    You’re right it doesn’t get any better. I have lost so much and it makes me sick to my stomach. I wish I can hug everyone that is going thru this thing call addiction and tell them it’s ok. But all I can do pray for anyone who is fighting to quit. God is good. He will see us thru this.

  • Gabs posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 3 years, 4 months ago

    I don’t understand why there is such a thing as addiction. I only started this as fun and now I can’t give it up. I feel so helpless. I don’t want to lose anything anymore. I have lost my family, my car and I don’t want to lose my home and my mind..

    • Hi Gabs! 🙋🏽‍♀️ i just got through another binge. Another costly one.. $7K this time. I can’t seem to control myself. I lose all common sense .. I have now had 2 very devastating binge episodes and I’m not sure I can stop.