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fireproof30 posted a new activity comment 1 years, 3 months ago
It’s funny. The other day I took a trip to the casino, and bought in for about $3K. Lost about $2800, won back about half that at one table, then went back to another table and gambled it all away. It’s not about the money for me anymore. Hasn’t been for a long time. It’s about the thrill of the bet, the socializing and sharing that thrill with…[Read more]
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fireproof30 posted an update in the group Community 1 years, 11 months ago
It is not even about the money for me anymore. It is about the experience. The social interaction. The thrill of progressively betting to a big amount and wondering if (when) you will get burned. The feeling of a casual player saying, “You’re betting your winnings,” and me saying, “Let’s not talk about that right now.” Living. For the MOMENT.…[Read more]
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fireproof30 changed their profile picture 3 years, 3 months ago
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fireproof30 changed their profile picture 3 years, 3 months ago
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fireproof30 changed their profile picture 3 years, 3 months ago
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fireproof30 became a registered member 5 years, 4 months ago
Yeah the ride home. I can’t say that I miss that. So depressing and lost feelings.
Why is such a painful thing so difficult to break free of. There is love in this room but not really in a casino. I’m not spell bound by gambling like I used to be but it was such a big process to get where I am today. To summarize I think more logically. In my…[Read more]