• Benjamin posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 6 months ago

    What hurts is how many times I would have avoided this and I never did. Every single hour I remember how my how my life was just six months ago, no debt, working towards my plans, saving. But now I am facing jail time for defaulting on my debts and every single time receive that call or text, I just want to take my life. How can one live like…[Read more]

    • Hi Benjamin,I feel your pain.I ask my self the same quest how did i let this happen.Just recently i went back to gamb after having 2+ yrs.Now im having an awful time just cant believe the $ ive lost just yesterday alone.I at one point hadb18 credit cards i had a bill due every 2 days when i stopped gamb i got it down to 10 cc.I guess we have to…[Read more]

    • Benjamin if it makes you feel better you can’t go to jail for not paying your bills. I feel your pain but you can stop. Just keep talking to us online so we can figure this out. We will break this together. Joyce

  • Benjamin posted a new activity comment 1 years, 6 months ago

    Hi Joyce thanks, There has been so many times I have tried to stop. Most of the times I wish I started trying before I accumulated this much debt. I know I can stop gambling but I dont how to clear this debt.

    • Gambling won’t get you out of debt. Do it the right way. I am 90k in debt and I cry because I want to get out of debt but gamblng won’t do it. I have tried so many times and it’s not working. Can you file bankruptcy. Just stop gambling. It makes us sick.

  • Benjamin posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 6 months ago

    Hello. I am at a point where I feel am welcoming the idea of suicide. I just want to end it all. I have lost everything. I just received my paycheck yesterday and I put everything in gambling hoping I can get more and come out of this pool of debt am in but all was lost. I dont have anywhere else I cant get financial help, I have ruined all my…[Read more]

    • Benjamin, I am your friend. Don’t let gambling win. You have alot to live for. Nothing last forever. You will stop gambling. Go to church and get help. Or there is hyposis for gambling. I hear the results are great. It’s so hard but don’t give up.

      • Hi Joyce thanks, There has been so many times I have tried to stop. Most of the times I wish I started trying before I accumulated this much debt. I know I can stop gambling but I dont how to clear this debt.

        • Gambling won’t get you out of debt. Do it the right way. I am 90k in debt and I cry because I want to get out of debt but gamblng won’t do it. I have tried so many times and it’s not working. Can you file bankruptcy. Just stop gambling. It makes us sick.

    • I have been where you are thinking suicide was the way out but it is just a permant solution to a tempary problem. I was so far in debt and I had to tell my husband and I thought if I commited suicide he wouldnt find out or if he did it wouldnt hurt me. I even went so far as to write my own obituary. Please hang in there, someone out…[Read more]

      • I have to say that suicide passed through my mind a few times because I was in so much pain.. knowing what I was doing .. My only thought that kept me from not doing it was… that it would be more hurtful, cause more pain to others by me choosing to stop my pain… There is help to climb out financially .. look into it please… take care…