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Day 3.I went to a mtg last night i forced myself becuz i was so tired.I have always been able to identify with step 1 but never moved on to step 2.After my mtg on Wed night a member talked to me for a half hr after the mtg i thought about that conversation alot yesterday and about how much worse gamb can get i always feel like im the worst gambler out their but then i hear what someone else has done and realize wow this addiction can get alot worse.Anyhow right now the pain from gamb is keeping me going to mtgs.Last night a member said to me u can call me anyday of the wk and i would take u to a mtg.I just work so much i find i use being tired as an excuse.However i no i belong im the program and will continue to go nxt mtg either tonight or Sunday.