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I made it through the weekend. I had multiple urges to stop at the local bar (they have video lottery at every bar and on every corner in my state) near my home at night. I realized I would get bored at night and not want to go home. But I am past the weekend coming up on a week. And have been reading these boards every day and every time I feel weak. I let the feeling of dread scare me away. I did things this weekend that I otherwise wouldn’t have the money for and reminded me that there is so much more good and happiness in the world. I just want to say thank you to everyone that does post on here because it is helping me to deal with my own demons. I also watched a YouTube video if anyone cares to watch it that was extremely relatable to my situation besides the ending. https://youtu.be/oIsdHH2p8Ck