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Well, hello everyone, I’m new here. Signed up a few days ago, but finally got the nerves to post my first message. I initially went to a casino 20 years ago, just for fun. I believe it finally hit me as an addiction 3 years ago when I started going every month. These past three years, I’d say I would spend on average 30 grand a year. I am in a hole I dug myself, going through bankruptcy, with creditors coming at me from all sides. I know this journey will be long and hard, but I believe the end result will be beautiful. I’ve had challenges before (watching my friends die by me in Iraq, I’m Iraq war veteran.)(Having my youngest son die from Severe Pulmonary Hypertension at 22 months.) Even though my faith has been challenged, I still believe in god. I’m wanting to improve myself, learning to computer program. I feel like I’m going all over the place, emotionally with thought processes, but in time I WILL get better.