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    stephann posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 3 months ago

    Today is Day 2.GA meeting starts at 12 today.I will be their..I mentiioned last night in the chat thread i feel like i been beat up.Thats still how i feel.However in a few days from today that feeling will wither away and thats when i start to feel like i have comtrol over this gamb addiction and i go out and take my beatings again its almost like being in an abusive relationship.I want out i just want to stop gamb.

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      Steve replied 1 years, 3 months ago

      Stephann I’m sure we all feel beat up. We can relate with you. Good move on the GA.
      Take care

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      diamond replied 1 years, 3 months ago

      I hear you stephann. I applaud you on not giving up on yourself. Keep fighting. You are not stuck with the thoughts that you think. When you feel your mindset is dragging you back down you have to fight back. That voice in your head that lures you back to gambling is like a four year old child that wants what it wants whenever it wants it with no thought of the consequences. Recognize it but let it know it’s not in the drivers seat. You are. A powerful courageous person who has dreams to fulfill and people to help. I love you. I believe in you and you are worth it.

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        stephann replied 1 years, 3 months ago

        Awww.Thank you.I didnt have a good day.I drove to my GA mtg and decided heck with it anf gambled all day.Just got in.Broke again.I did get a phonecall from a friend from GA she said she is picking me up on Thursday to make sure i go to a meeting.Tomor is a new day another chance to start over.❤