• hardknocks posted a new activity comment 10 months, 3 weeks ago

    Where can i find a sponsor or a meeting?

  • hardknocks posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 10 months, 3 weeks ago

    I go through spurts of doing great and not gambling, then like this weekend and today i just went completely nuts and it gets more expensive and worse every time. I feel terrible right now and have lost so much just needed to vent i guess. Feel very alone, ashamed, embarrassed. Im losing control of my life.

    • I feel your pain. Losing control is very scary. I can’t see an end to help stop these cravings….

    • It is funny how we try to pretend we don’t have a problem when we are at the Casino losing every cent.
      The casino employees know you and they try not look like they feel sorry for you, although they do.

    • I was the same way. only thing that works for me is helping other gamblers and doing the 12 steps.

  • hardknocks became a registered member 10 months, 3 weeks ago