blue600

blue600 posted an update 5 years, 4 months ago

Made it through another day I never want to spend any more money at the casino I want to beat this crazy addiction and get to a better place – I’m starting to feel better every minute.
blue600 posted an update 5 years, 5 months ago

I’m riddled with guilt because I took money from a joint account and my good friend is not aware yet but will find out sooner or later and I don’t know how to confess I’m afraid of the anger and disappointment that will happen and the fact that it take about 3 months to repay the debt – feeling so bad that I want to try to win it back even thoug…[Read more]
- jeffrecovery replied 5 years, 5 months ago
  
  More than likely that’s what would happen! I encourage you to see this incident as your “bottom” and start the recovery process. You will own up to your actions and the guilt will go away. Good luck blue! You can do it!
blue600 posted an update 5 years, 5 months ago

I am never going to another casino again to waste my hard earned money – I’ve been dishonest, I’ve wasted so much money and time sitting at electronic roulette games tables so focused on numbers trying to win big and get my money back – funny thing is I win some then lose it then spend more it’s an ugly vicious cycle and I want out! I want to li…[Read more]

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- gamber88 replied 5 years, 5 months ago
  
  I feel the same way. It’s a vicious cycle that we can break together.
blue600 posted an update 5 years, 5 months ago

It’s only 3 days for me and everyone’s stories are so inspiring and making me realize I’m not alone. Gambling is so crippling but I feel like there is hope for once in the last 5 years! I so want to get out of this hole and tomorrow will be day 4!
blue600 posted an update 5 years, 5 months ago

The stories all sound the same and it gets worse and worse – I don’t know how I got here I hadn’t gambled before the last 4 years and now I have trouble not going knowing that I’m loosing more and more money – now even when I win I keep betting and then lose it all getting deeper and deeper into debt – my mouth says stop but my brain keeps sayin…[Read more]
blue600 posted an update 5 years, 5 months ago

I need help
- jeffrecovery replied 5 years, 5 months ago
  
  I hear you blue. How is your day
  - vancodre replied 5 years, 5 months ago
    
    I have gone 8 days now without stepping foot into a grubby casino. Every day the itch has been strong but life is better without the money losing misery.
blue600 became a registered member 5 years, 5 months ago

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