Jenny posted an update in the group Community1 weeks, 4 days ago
I’ve decided I’m going to risk it all, I will wait for my money to come in and I will bet it all on my number, so far no wins but I can’t wait to gamble
Jenny what’s happening.
I don’t know seems when something comes up for me that’s a disappointment it makes me feel like gambling I guess called slips.
That’s something I need to work on.
Because for me gambling is my biggest disappointment in myself which is the worst.
Other than gambling I live a pretty standup life.
But gambling can ruin the best of any standup life.
What I have found is the results are always the same. More lost money and for me a feeling of anxiety, stress and being terribly disappointed in myself. Which leads to not even having healthy relationships with the people I love.
I think I’m intelligent but doing that to myself isn’t smart.
You wanted to get away from gambling. There was a reason you felt that way.
No I was just upset, I bet all my money on gambling and lost so I thought betting more money would get me more results but now that I’ve had some sleep I’m rethinking my options. I took a $900 loan just so I can play and lost it all. That was yesterday. I was just mad I wanted to win back money I lost. I’m constantly changing my mind
I know staying away is hard. Maybe make yourself a list one column of what gambling does for you and another column of what it doesn’t do for you. So good and bad. I did this. It does help rationalize or put a better perspective on things.
Here for you Jenny wishing you the best. Thank you for your honesty in your posts.
I am so in your boat Jenny. I just won 13k after consolidatimg my loans and then I compulsively shopped to try and justify all the money I almost lost gambling to win, then I went and gambled have of it away again and now I am flat broke…..it is an absurd addiction. I can’t tell whether I .addicting to winning, my net or simply the gamble but I know just like any gambling night, its highs and lows/highs and lows and I am getting pretty exhausted of the roller coaster. I hope you find the strength to just let go and to move forward. I wish I put more on my loans then I did gamble with myself.
Jenny what’s happening.
I don’t know seems when something comes up for me that’s a disappointment it makes me feel like gambling I guess called slips.
That’s something I need to work on.
Because for me gambling is my biggest disappointment in myself which is the worst.
Other than gambling I live a pretty standup life.
But gambling can ruin the best of any standup life.
What I have found is the results are always the same. More lost money and for me a feeling of anxiety, stress and being terribly disappointed in myself. Which leads to not even having healthy relationships with the people I love.
I think I’m intelligent but doing that to myself isn’t smart.
You wanted to get away from gambling. There was a reason you felt that way.
No I was just upset, I bet all my money on gambling and lost so I thought betting more money would get me more results but now that I’ve had some sleep I’m rethinking my options. I took a $900 loan just so I can play and lost it all. That was yesterday. I was just mad I wanted to win back money I lost. I’m constantly changing my mind
No I was just high on wanting to win big so I said that, now that I’m thinking clearly I’m just going to pay my loans
I know staying away is hard. Maybe make yourself a list one column of what gambling does for you and another column of what it doesn’t do for you. So good and bad. I did this. It does help rationalize or put a better perspective on things.
Here for you Jenny wishing you the best. Thank you for your honesty in your posts.
I am so in your boat Jenny. I just won 13k after consolidatimg my loans and then I compulsively shopped to try and justify all the money I almost lost gambling to win, then I went and gambled have of it away again and now I am flat broke…..it is an absurd addiction. I can’t tell whether I .addicting to winning, my net or simply the gamble but I know just like any gambling night, its highs and lows/highs and lows and I am getting pretty exhausted of the roller coaster. I hope you find the strength to just let go and to move forward. I wish I put more on my loans then I did gamble with myself.