Yeah Jenny that free money is to Lure you back.
I think you mentioned you know this one 🙂
I’m sorry it’s so difficult to stop. It was really hard for me. In 5 days I’ll have 4 months. Do I count the days? I do do I wonder what it would feel like to go back. I do.
I checked my bank account this morning.
I could play hard core. But they’re not getting that money. It’s for bills or maybe I’ll treat myself to something new. Not sure what. Something just came to mind I’ll visit the art store and get some more art supplies sometime this week if I get a chance.
My daughter just redid a bedroom here in the house. She’s dreaming of a daybed for her and her new baby who’s nine months. I think I’ll help with that.
A few less drinks the casino owners will have on their yacht 🙂
I know the answer is yes but I just wanted to check, maybe justify that I can play without spending any money but I know once I start I can’t stop so better not
They’ve gotten me like that also. Stopping is a lot of reasoning with one’s self. It’s obvious Jenny is doing that. It’s nice to have you people to chat with. For myself it’s a reinforcement of my choice to stop gambling.
Restarting IS cheating on your sobriety, doesn’t matter where the money comes from, doesn’t matter if you win or lose. You’ve already lapsed if you gamble. Thinking about this question is in fact a sign of emotional relapse so do be aware and remind/reaffirm why you want to quit in the first place and whether quitting is more important than proving that you can play without spending any money.
Yeah Jenny that free money is to Lure you back.
I think you mentioned you know this one 🙂
I’m sorry it’s so difficult to stop. It was really hard for me. In 5 days I’ll have 4 months. Do I count the days? I do do I wonder what it would feel like to go back. I do.
I checked my bank account this morning.
I could play hard core. But they’re not getting that money. It’s for bills or maybe I’ll treat myself to something new. Not sure what. Something just came to mind I’ll visit the art store and get some more art supplies sometime this week if I get a chance.
My daughter just redid a bedroom here in the house. She’s dreaming of a daybed for her and her new baby who’s nine months. I think I’ll help with that.
A few less drinks the casino owners will have on their yacht 🙂
I know the answer is yes but I just wanted to check, maybe justify that I can play without spending any money but I know once I start I can’t stop so better not
I tried to login by the way but gamban is on
At how I got lured in. Now I’m suffering.
They’ve gotten me like that also. Stopping is a lot of reasoning with one’s self. It’s obvious Jenny is doing that. It’s nice to have you people to chat with. For myself it’s a reinforcement of my choice to stop gambling.
Restarting IS cheating on your sobriety, doesn’t matter where the money comes from, doesn’t matter if you win or lose. You’ve already lapsed if you gamble. Thinking about this question is in fact a sign of emotional relapse so do be aware and remind/reaffirm why you want to quit in the first place and whether quitting is more important than proving that you can play without spending any money.
Hope it helps. Take care.