• stephann posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 4 months, 4 weeks ago

    Hi.I managed to just get 30 days!! Then i get a call from my sister that my Dads biopsy revealed he has lung cancer that has spread now i got to watch my Dad suffer thru Chemo radiation- So right back out the door i go to gamble and lose everything i managed to save in those 30 days in just 1 Day.A hell of alot of $ that i was planning to use for xmas- This addiction is like a cancer for me i cant beat it keeps coming back and its making me sick- Why the fk does this gamb addiction have such control over me????

    • I feel the same but after losing a whole months check and not having money to even eat on for the month much less pay bills or have money for Christmas I swear as God is my witness I’ll never gamble again. Sometimes it takes getting to the bottom of the bottom and I’m there. I’m very sorry to hear about your father. I pray he comes out well. We are all suffering and I know it hurts.