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Day 1.I have been continuing to gamble off borrowed $ from my Dad.I just cannot take 1 more day of this so i decided im goin to make a ga mtg tonight and tomor night.I have a friend in ga who recently just reached 2 1/2 yrs free of gamb and i honestly thought she would never gamble again.As much as i like her she wants to get a ride from me to the mtg tonight and she dont smoke so the smoke bothers her and so i just want to drive alone.Now that i just read what i wrote it makes me realize i like doing everything alone and mostly gamb alone.Im tired of the suffering from this so today im gonna fight back.I just canmot take this comotion gambling brings me.I realized last night driving home in the dark im so destructive gamb and driving im gomma cause an accident.Every time i stop gamb even if its for 30 days every time i go back it gets worse.