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I had a super bad weekend. I was feeling very low, depressed, and had a couple thoughts of suicide. Probably the lowest time ever in my life. I don’t understand why the lowness took me down so hard but I do know now that I will never allow myself to feel that awful again. I took a few days to pull out of it but I’m better now. Actually I’m sorta embarrassed because I’m a lot more stronger than that One good thing is is that with all the horrible feelings that I felt I held my grounds and didn’t place any bets. I did admit to a family member about my wrong doings and I do believe they understood. Nothing was discussed to much into detail but I did feel better after telling them, I told them that later on when I felt better that I would share with them more details. I’m working on this and I got this.