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Well I only have one day that I messed up and gambled and that was 8 days ago. Before that I had about two weeks clean from gambling. I’m proud of myself. These past three weeks have gone by really fast. The first week seemed to drag by because I found myself thinking about gambling several times a day. As somebody else mentioned stay away then day one, day two 3,4,5,6, then a whole week then another week then it turns into months and so on. Just remind yourself that if you go and mess up and gambled again that it will continue to rob you and destroy your life even more. Praise yourself for everyday that you resist the horrible urge to through your life and money away. It feels good to still see that you have money left over and that you paid your bills. Everytime I have one more day free from destruction it reminds me that I deserve to be able to love myself again. This is the only place that I have to reveal my secret life that understands me. Thank God I found it. Tomorrow I’m heading to my first g.a. meeting. Thanks for the support.