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This has been a RAPID decline for me. I went months without gambling. I was doing well and felt good. It is amazing how fast gambling starts to spiral out of control. I’ve borrowed so much money. I feel totally hopeless. Why would I do this to myself.
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I completely understand the self-loathing and the feeling of “what the hell happened, I was doing better?!” I think what other people say is true, addiction is progressive, and is waiting for any opportunity to take me back gambling. I want to do it all the time, and I hate it in the same instance. I believe recovery can happen, it has to.
Yes Sheila, I totally hate gambling. I had a wake up call and realize that I am heading for disaster if I don’t stop doing this. It’s the worst addiction and I totally hate myself for doing it. Time to get back on track and save myself as well as my family. I’m worth it.