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I have never posted here. I have been reading and gaining support for over a year. I was (am) addicted to online gambling. I quit January 3rd, 2022 and have not gambled since. The only reason I have not gambled since is because I did the self exclusion (3 years) on the gambling website I frequented. It has been over a year since I quit. It has not been easy. Lately, I think about it everyday. I just want to load up some money and start playing slots. I am not sure what has triggered this desire. Luckily I am too lazy to walk into a casino lol. That has probably been my saving grace. I enjoy gambling in the comfort of my own home. All of your messages over the past year have meant the world to me. The shame I feel for the debt that I have incurred is something my husband will never understand. He has been wonderful. I am very lucky that way. This is why I can never gamble again..I don’t think he will be around to bail me out a third time. Stay strong everyone. One day at a time.