• stephann posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 years, 3 months ago

    Today is Day 1 again.I have had many day 1’s.However i was up all night long because of the affect gamb has on me.I wake up and say to myself omg what did i do yesterday.Gamb has completly destroyed my life.Gamb controls me.I am goin to try and take responsibility and stop this.Im makin everybody miserable around me.

    • I hear you when you say Many, day1. I thought I was getting over my one ticket winning when I didn’t play it. It lasted for a day, and I tried to chase that too.
      I can relate to waking up and not be able to sleep, or staying up all night. I’m sure we can all feel that pain you’re having because I have it and some here have it too.
      You’re not alone take care
      .

    • Stephann
      I’m thinking with every stride too stay away that’s one step closer too being away from gambling.
      A person with a gambling addiction which we all here have needs too find new avenues too fill the gap that leaving gambling behind leaves.
      So I guess and I’m speaking of myself here also a person needs too prioritize the people in their life firstly, occupation then there’s leisure time that needs too be filled with healthy things too do.
      Sure sounds easy eh 🙂
      It’s hurtful we can’t go back and fix the past. But it does help too know we can work on the now and the future.
      Wanting too be free of gambling has too be worth it. I think it is.
      One day at a time

    • I slipped up too but I have more days of not gambling then days I have gambled since I started coming here.

      • That’s really good Tina you are working at keeping your gambling down.
        Clearly you are able too hold off. It took some time for me too get there and I am now which makes me really happy too have some Control because at one time I really couldn’t.