• Trace36 posted a new activity comment 3 months ago

    Bless your heart, I agree. Xxx

  • Trace36 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 3 months ago

    Think I would rather die.
    Than be in this position. Iv fucked up so bad. All out of options. I’m going to need to fess up in morning. Such a fuck up. Been on this shit show game since 2017- I think, maybe 2015. Can’t deal with this. & somtimes I get up, but then I throw it all back! Like again today! I’m in utter shit street. This the end of th…[Read more]

    • Dont hate yourself. It is an addiction, An addiction that still isn’t understood and recognized so there isn’t a lot of help out there to deal with it and the governments keep advertising the fun of gambling. We need to lobby governments to show how a gambling addiction can destroy lives, take away happiness and make people sick. But because…[Read more]

    • Hi.I no exactly what your going thru- Im 48 started gamb when i was 14 as thats what i was taught growing up.Ive lost about a million dollars gamb in all those yrs blowing my entire paycheck every wk depriving my kids when they were little of my time i use to wake up go to the corner store w/ my 3 kids and we would sit in the car thruout the…[Read more]

  • Trace36 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    Hey, been a while.
    I love reading the messages that come through my email with scripture encouragement, when I sent msg I never done that cause you never know if offending someone somwhere.
    Anyway, in UK to can sign up with gamstop, I sone that was 5 years, didn’t really help coz only went on to use unlicensed sites overseas. Was always i…[Read more]

  • Trace36 posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 7 months, 3 weeks ago

    Not sure if I’m allowed to be here. Not in recovery. Thought was open chat for everyone. Well I just keep messing up. Lost job in November and in financial difficulty to say the least. Every penny I get from anywhere iv gambled hoping I can get out the red, in reality only deeper in debt. Owe cash to everyone around me. Can’t stand myself. Off…[Read more]

    • Trace welcome.
      I’m not sure why but with gambling a lot of common sense can go right out the door. Plus the value of money.
      Recovering from any addiction is a process.
      A person needs to want to stop badly enough.
      Possibly consider GA meetings and or visiting with a councillor.
      You are here and that’s a start. Pretty sure you are upset abo…[Read more]

      • Don’t be so hard on yourself, im not on the same boat as you yet but im struggling with my addiction to gambling, I think serenity’s advice is sound, I saw a therapist last week and talked about gambling, im seeing 2 therapist right now both free from the government of bc Canada, one is rec therapy and the other is gambling therapy, maybe you can…[Read more]