• Willow posted a new activity comment 1 years, 1 months ago

    You’ve got this! You are more powerful than the automode of your mind. What makes you feel alive? Music and dancing? Cuddling with pets? A walk with your spouse? Try something that helps you feel connected to yourself…I heard that often times gambling and addiction attempt to fill disconnection

  • Willow posted a new activity comment 1 years, 1 months ago

    I feel you guys. I stopped going in person but during covid opened an online account that I’ve given sooo much money to its nuts. It’s been really hard seeing how much I’ve spent this last year, money I could have invested etc. I’ve learned to set myself up by deciding what I’m going to do the moment I get an urge – ie walk, call a friend, cuddle…[Read more]

  • Willow posted a new activity comment 1 years, 1 months ago

    Do what you feel is best. If you feel like time apart to get your head straight is what you need, do it. Prioritizing you can never leas tou astray. Also pls know you’re not alone, this is a tough addiction to break esp when you’ve won and gotten some dopamine hits from it.

  • Willow posted a new activity comment 1 years, 1 months ago

    I hear you, I paid of my cc and then started dipping back into it slowly. Would win a bunch and then play it off.. that’s the worst feeling for me. I’ve almost maxed my cc out from playing this last month so I’m officially done. It’s been about 6 years for me too

  • Willow posted a new activity comment 1 years, 1 months ago

    I’m learning about Gamban from you – thank you for sharing!!!!

    • I hope it can help. I learned about it from my addictionscouncillor. I will admit after a month of it on my phone i went out and bought a tablet and hid it for 6 months. Last Saturday i came clean with my partner and family. I got rid of it and my last bet was last Saturday at 4pm. I never wouldve willingly admitted to this, EVER. This time feels…[Read more]

      • Thank you Kabo for the welcome, the support and the app info.
        I responded but accidentally deleted it.
        The reply box is very small on my phone so I think I need to use my tablet.
        Anyway it breaks my heart to read about your attempt. I’m so glad you are here and have found this site and the support. No addiction is worth a life and it’s never to…[Read more]

      • We’ve got this!!