• Jenny posted an update in the group Group logo of CommunityCommunity 1 weeks, 6 days ago

    I was able to stay away from gambling for 2 weeks and spent my money on other things besides gambling but 2 days ago I gambled. I wasn’t thinking, I just gambled, I didn’t think it would be a problem, but it was, because I spent all my remaining dollars on gambling which was $90, be it a thousand dollars I would have probably done the same thing which was spend it all. I get paid tomorrow Now I’m already planning on the next time I could play again. At this point I still have a choice to stop gambling or continue. I’m not in trouble yet but I know I will be if i keep gambling so I still have a chance to save my money. I get paid tomorrow I could either save it or gamble, I want to gamble but I will try not to. I think I will end up playing again and I don’t want to ban myself because the urge to play is greater than the choice not to. Hmm, I’ll tell you what I do tomorrow

    • Actually I have plans to go shopping with the money I get tomorrow so I will save some money for that. I already promised my mom $2000 so that’s 2/3rds of my check right there $500 will be on bills and another $500 will be on visa so I have plans for my money to go places but technically I can spend the money I put on my visa anywhere else so that’s a danger. I could have a budget for gambling

      • As long as those things get paid

        • Hi Jenny
          I know the draw but I also know the outcome. Even if a person dies win it’s hard to stop or it goes back in short order.
          The conclusion behind instead of ahead. I know it’s really hard to stay away but I hope you do. It sounds like you make decent money good for you ! One day at a time.